I'm in a cave. That's how I've felt all day. Like I'm locked in a dwelling made of stone that continues to close in on me, suffocating the breath from my lungs and exerting pressure on all sides. Leaving me ready to burst. A strangled roar has been building in my throat all day and I am almost to my SUV in the underground parking lot where I will let it out. As soon as I'm inside, I'm going to shout loud and long enough to shatter the glass. I struck that sweet young girl. I spanked her until my handprints appeared on her cheeks. I'm surprised no one came to arrest me during my shift in the pit. God knows I deserve to be locked behind bars for the rest of my life for what I've done. Putting that angel over my knee and...abusing that supple ass with slaps. I've never done anything like

