I don't want to live anymore.
I thought life was bleak and colorless before she came into the picture, but every minute without her now that I've breathed her air is unacceptable.
A trial.
I haven't been able to leave this office since she walked out of it, because I don't want to look at the outside world. Don't want to face it without her. Sabrina gave me a reason to live, she stole the loneliness and now that her life-affirming presence is gone, I'm depleted. I'm raw and miserable and I deserve every second of it.
The hurt I caused her.
She wasn't going to betray me. If I'd listened to my heart earlier, I would have known.
She was so brave and incredible, standing up to her father, and what reward did I have to offer? A video of me defiling her. In the place she holds sacred, none
