OUR WORLD

Chapter Eight

why am I this obedient

Eva POV

I need to get addicted to you cause you are now mine.... he said boldly....

and I feel embarrassed,...

did he just confess to me now, but that's very absurd cause I don't know anything about him but his name and he seems not to let me know him...

I can't contain my feelings for him and I can't pretend not to be affected by him...I seek for my confidence to at. least rant my opinions but I'm speechless the moment he placed his finger on my lips...

oh my gosh...he is so bad for me,...I facepalm myself and sigh deeply...

I remember how he made love to me,so dominant and rebelliously exciting....

Eva... what happened to you...I exhale sharply because am aroused again just by the way he touched me an hour ago... it's feel too good but wrong.... how can I express myself to him when everything about speak possessive and lustrous...he is now feeding me, how can I concentrate when all his words hits my heart...

do you want us to keep us secret...I asked before eating from the fork, he feeds me with....his hands freeze in the air for few seconds as he stares at me nervously...

he drop the fork on the plate and hold my hands,..

Love,...I know everything I need to know about you,...he glance at my lips which is stuck in between my teeth...then back to my eyes...I understand the world you're into, and I can't keep you away

me cause I'm damn addicted to you... so I will keep you safe for us... he finished talking and kiss me passionately, and I moan into his mouth... when our lips part,he holds my head in his hands...

am sorry,am too persuasive, but you can think about it...Love...he said AA peck my lips...

we continue to eat silently until we finish, he gets me my pain relief drugs from the bathroom wall cabinet...

he carries me in bridal style to the sitting room.and tuck me under the duvet on couch.... his phone vibrates and he answers it....

Hello Martin....I will be there soon,...he says and ended the call.

he squats beside me,.. kiss me my lips and stroll back to the room,he comes back well dressed...

I will call you later... Love _he sounds hesitant and I wish he didn't have to go but I need to think about everything that happened and what he said about himself and us being a secret....I nod my head and smile sadly,...he peck my forehead, nose and then my lips....he is almost at the door...

how old are you please...I plead for his reply...

am thirty... Love...he chuckles

take care... Love...he says as he closes the door behind him...

oooh my world....did I get myself a mysterious possessive and rebelliously bad handsome....Eva stop crushing on him...I murmur

I'm missing him already,why am I speechless in his presence....

damn Eva... what happened to your confidence and stubbornness....I replay his words in my mind severally and dose off to sleep.

I wake up with aches between my legs... the television is still on, but I'm sure I heard my alarm...

am still on the couch which explains that I slept all through the evening and night...

memories flows in my mind and I feel good but nervous when I remember Alex chooses us to be a secret...

I force myself up, I need to get to work...

I don't even know what he does and where he works....am I that desperate for a man that I accept him... anyways I started this mystery and I hope I don't get burnt...

After I get ready, I found my phone on the lamp stand in my room with missed calls...I check to see who called me but the number is not saved, so I guess it's Alex and call back but he didn't answer...so I make a mental note to make a little search about my mysterious possessive lover, even though I don't know how and who to get the job done for me....

My feelings are now in check but my head feels disconnected from work cause I have been staring at my phone, expecting it to ring.

Eva , how are you feeling,... Natalie asks suddenly

am good... thanks..I reply

hey Eva.. you've been staring at your phone,are you expecting a call.. she ask

No.. how... Nat...I slurred

Eva...tell me...who is he....she tease

tell you we what...Nat...I snaps

don't be too mean and distant... you have been blushing and staring down at your phone since you come to work... unlike you...Eva...she blabs

Nat...I don't know what you are to talking about...I reply with a straight face...

you've been acting different a while now, like you..... you ... know.. she stutters...I look at her with narrowed eyes... like what...Nat...I ask ignorantly...

like you got yourself a lover... you know...

please Nat...I need to work... and I don't have any lover...I lied

okay...Eva...am here if you need someone to talk to... she concede

and walk back to her desk, leaving me alone

thanks dear...I reply

you're welcome ... she mouthed

Oooh Eva,... why am I this obedient to him....I need to get myself composed if I need to make us a secret....I take my phone and put it into my bag.... and continue working ceaselessly to distract myself and it works out a little cause every little ache I feel in-between my legs keeps reminding me of him...I fear for what he would have me tomorrow and am also excitedly curious too...I smile with goose bumps all over....

this is the tenth time, am reminding myself that I've to get my acts in check to avoid Natalie's prying eyes on me..

I miss you... Alex already...I murmured , but I'm not calling you,I can wait until forever...I feel safe with you than i have ever felt with anyone else....so I'll go. by your rules and wait obediently...

he's affected by me too...I thought as I remembered the look in his eyes the first time he kissed me in the elevator.... damn he is hot

Eva , you've got yourself a lover for sure.....I giggle internally