When I Find You

Chapter 7: When They Come Knocking

“Ava. Ava open the door, please talk to me baby. I can’t read your mind. I need to know what’s going on.” Julian said on the other side of the door.

I locked myself in the bathroom as soon as I felt myself begin to panic. I paced back and forth contemplating how I wanted to handle this next. Julian Grey. Why does it sound so familiar? Who is he? Why is there some kind of connection like I’ve met him before. Have I? I needed to calm down, but all of my feelings seemed to be heighten. I kept saying his name hoping that I would remember something but I had nothing. There was a blockage in my memory and all I can remember is how Queen Vivian rescued me.

“UGH!” I screamed in frustration. I am an investigator for goodness sake! Why can’t I seem to put any of this together. The banging on the door continued, but I really just wanted space.

“Ava. You need to open the door this instant.” He spoke firmly, as if directing orders at me. Well I do not take orders from you, Julian Grey.

“I do not need to do anything this instant!” I spoke more firmly back.

“Ava, I swear if you do not open this door yourself, I will have no choice but to break it down and I promise you, it will not be pretty.” He paused, waiting to hear something back, but I decided silence was best.

I unlocked the door and opened it. I gave him a sour face out of frustration. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I need to find answers and fast. I also needed to go home and shower. I felt gross and I didn’t like it.

“Silence? You have nothing to say?” He said breaking me out of my thoughts. I walked past him, but his presence could not be ignored. He grabbed my hand and forced me to look at him. I calmed down a bit at his touch. I felt myself needing more of it; more of him.

“Julian,” I whispered.

He let go of my hand and put it at the back of my neck. His other hand moving around my waist. I craved him, but my mind did not want to be subjected to him. I was playing with fire and I knew it. He pulled me in and kissed me passionately. He pushed me against the wall and I let him take control. I was losing it and I couldn’t help it.

“Julian,” I whispered breathlessly.

“I know what you need baby,” He spoke in between kisses he was pressing on my neck.

He picked me up and took me to the bed, dropping me gently before taking my shirt off so that my breasts were exposed. I blushed a little at the hope I felt wanting him to want me, but the apparent bulge between his legs was all I needed to answer my question. I reached up to stroke his chest; feeling his abs and tracing his V. He leaned down to suck on each of my n*****s; tasting and teasing them as if he never tasted anything so good. I played with his hair and his head slowly moved down my body. He looked up at me with such intense desire before taking my shorts off of me.

“Ava,” he whispered before blowing on my c**t with his warm breath. His tongue devoured my p***y and I could not help but moan in satisfaction. I was nearing the edge and he knew it. One of his hand fingered my c**t and the either was quick to drop his shorts. He didn’t stop stroking me, but he quickly plunged into me, sending me into an abyss and my body enjoyed the euphoria.

“Julian,” I moaned. His lips hovering mine and his eyes were filled with desire. I dug my nails into his back and his breathing picked up. He thrusted harder as I pressed kisses along his neck; nearing his release.

“Julian,” I moaned a little louder.

“Yes baby,” he darkly said before he reached his c****x. His hand stroked my body up and down as he slowly pumped in and out of me. His heart race slowed down and he looked at me with love rather than anger.

“Let’s get you cleaned up” He said before pressing a kiss to my forehead. He got up and motioned to come to the bathroom.

He grabbed the duffle bag off the round table and opened it on the large bathroom counter. It had 2 sinks and a large mirror above both. I leaned against the marble counter; the coldness cooling down my heated body. He pulled some underwear and all of my shower items out of the bag. I could tell he sensed the confusion in my face, but he said nothing. He just continued to show me all the items in the bag, similar to those I had at the castle.

“I had Andrea grab some of your things. Your clothes are also in the closet.” He said as he moved to turn on the shower.

The shower was a standup shower and had a waterfall above it. He grabbed my shower things after pressing a kiss to my forehead and put them on the shelf that spanned the width of the shower. I followed him to the shower slightly confused because 30 minutes ago we were just arguing. I have never been so unsure with myself.

“What is it, Ava?” Confusion apparent in his voice?

He grabbed a sponge and started bathing me with it. I enjoyed how he cared for me, but I just couldn’t understand why.

“I need answers. I don’t exactly know what’s going on and though I don’t feel endangered, I still feel as though I deserve answers.” I gently spoke. I was afraid I would anger him and I knew I’d get no where if we both continued to get mad.

“I know baby. I know you’re confused and you have no idea what is going on, but you will get answers today. I promise you that. For now, let’s just shower and get ready for the day.” He said focused on washing me.

Julian Grey, you will be the death of me, I thought.