"June? How did you fall asleep again? Get up and eat. Dad's heading out first—he's running late."
A sharp, familiar voice rang in my ears.
I slowly opened my eyes and saw a broad figure standing before me.
'I knew that silhouette better than anyone.'
'Dad.' The father who had died of cirrhosis with ascites when I was twenty-one.
"Dad?"
He turned and looked at me with a smile.
"Awake? Then hurry up and eat, or you'll be late for school. I'm taking off now. Be careful."
I watched as he grabbed his hard hat from the table and walked out the door.
I looked around—I was in our old house.
A thousand guesses swirled in my mind until it finally hit me: I've been reborn.
I had come back to this day—the day I turned eighteen.
'How wonderful. There was still time for everything.'
Dad could get checked up in time, receive treatment, and wouldn't die of end-stage liver cancer.
'And Edward? Our story would end here.'
Back in my room, I opened the drawer.
Inside were the love letters I'd written for a whole year—three hundred and sixty-five of them.
I had written one every single day, always intending to give them to him.
But my cowardice made me hesitate, again and again.
I had saved them all for a year and never once handed them over.
When I saw them now, I laughed.
The calendar on the wall showed the tenth.
Tomorrow was the day I had finally worked up the courage to give those letters to Edward in my past life.
That same day, I burned all of them.
I watched as each page turned to ash, my face completely blank.
'Let it go.'
'The cost of falling in love was too high—I couldn't afford it anymore.'