The storm had passed, but its echo lingered. Outside the shop, puddles reflected the faint glow of streetlamps, while inside, the hum of the freezers filled the silence. Lily stood behind the counter, wiping down the glass even though it was already spotless. Her mind wasn’t on the smudges — it was on Ethan.
He leaned casually against the doorway to the back room, arms folded, watching her with that unreadable expression she was beginning to know too well. There was a softness there, but also something else, something he never put into words.
“You’re going to clean that thing into oblivion,” he teased, his voice warm but low.
Lily startled, cheeks heating as she dropped the rag onto the counter. “I like things neat.”
“Uh-huh.” He smirked, pushing off the doorframe to walk closer. “Or maybe you’re just avoiding looking at me.”
Her throat tightened. Was she that obvious? Every time she caught his eyes, her stomach fluttered. She wanted to say something light, something witty, but her voice betrayed her. “Maybe I am.”
The smirk faltered, replaced by something gentler, more intent. Ethan stopped just a few feet from her, close enough that she could catch the faint scent of soap and the lingering musk of rain on his clothes.
“You don’t have to,” he murmured.
Her heart hammered in her chest. This wasn’t like their usual banter — this was charged, heavy with possibility. She opened her mouth, words trembling on the edge. I like you. It would be so simple to say. Yet her tongue felt stuck, the weight of the moment pressing down on her.
Instead, she asked, “Why do you always look at me like that?”
His brows rose. “Like what?”
“Like you’re trying to figure me out.”
For a heartbeat, he said nothing. Then he stepped closer, close enough that her back brushed against the counter. His gaze dipped to her lips before finding her eyes again. “Because I am.”
The silence that followed was electric. Lily’s breath caught as Ethan’s hand lifted, hovering for a moment as though asking permission, before brushing a damp strand of hair from her cheek. Her skin tingled where his fingers touched.
She swallowed hard, gathering courage she wasn’t sure she had. “Ethan…”
Her voice cracked, but she didn’t back away. “I think—”
The shop’s door swung open with a harsh jingle of the bell.
Lily nearly jumped out of her skin, stumbling back as Ethan dropped his hand, turning toward the sound.
“Hey, are you guys still open?” A cheerful voice rang out. It was a group of three customers, umbrellas dripping and faces flushed from the rain.
Lily’s heart sank, the words she’d been about to say scattering like startled birds. She forced a smile, rushing to the counter. “Uh, yeah. Just in time.”
Ethan lingered by the register, jaw tight, hands shoved into his pockets. Whatever had sparked between them had been severed in an instant, replaced by polite small talk and the bustle of scooping cones.
She tried not to glance at him as she served a mint chocolate chip scoop, but her chest ached with what had been left unsaid. The customers laughed, paid, and left, leaving the shop once more in silence.
The bell chimed one last time as the door closed.
Lily exhaled shakily, setting the scoop back in place. “Well. That was… perfect timing,” she muttered, trying for humor but failing.
Ethan’s expression was unreadable as he leaned back against the counter, arms crossed. His eyes lingered on her face a moment longer before he looked away, shaking his head. “Guess the universe isn’t on our side tonight.”
The heaviness in his tone made her chest squeeze.
She wanted to say I don’t care about the universe, I care about you. But instead, she busied herself stacking napkins, anything to avoid the weight of his stare.
Finally, Ethan pushed off the counter. “Come on. I’ll walk you out.”
The night air was cool and damp, carrying the earthy scent of rain. They walked side by side down the quiet street, shoes splashing softly in puddles. The silence between them was thick, not awkward, but charged with all the words unspoken.
At her apartment building, Lily paused at the steps, fumbling with her keys. She turned to him, searching his face for some clue, some sign that what had almost happened hadn’t been imagined.
“Thanks for the walk,” she said softly.
His eyes held hers in the glow of the streetlamp, something raw flickering in their depths. For a second, she thought he might lean in, might bridge the space the way she hadn’t been able to earlier.
But he only gave a small, almost sad smile. “Goodnight, Lily.”
Her chest ached as she watched him walk away, his figure disappearing into the misty night. She stood on the steps long after he was gone, heart pounding with the weight of the moment that had slipped through their fingers.
Inside her apartment, she sank onto her bed, damp hair clinging to her cheeks. She opened her journal, staring at the blank page. I almost told him. I almost kissed him. But almost isn’t enough.
Her pen hovered, then scratched out the words she was too afraid to say aloud: I think I’m falling for him.
The page blurred with unshed tears. She closed the journal, clutching it to her chest, wishing tomorrow could come faster.
Because one way or another, she knew this wasn’t over.