I didn't want to sleep alone, but she also didn't want to give Alan the wrong impression of me. I should have held back my desires and closed the building door when we said goodbye. How much I would have liked him to come up to my apartment. I sighed. The time would come to make it happen. If I wanted this relationship to work the way I desired, I would have to be patient. It would also be a test for him. If he truly desired me, he would understand, and he would also be patient. I went up to my apartment, and before turning on the light, I felt a slight itch on my neck. Then, my eyes met Sonnia's body, sitting in the only chair in the living room. "Why is it that this no longer surprises me?" I said with all the sarcasm I could muster, passing by her to pour myself a glass of

