Chapter Forty-Four
JOSIAH
Have you ever felt like you were deep in the ocean, you were awake but you realized you were just... there. You weren't breathing, but you weren't drowning either.
That is exactly what I'm feeling. I could feel movements around me, but I wasn't awake. I could hear voices but I couldn't make out the words they were saying or whose voice it was. I felt lost, I felt... numb and empty and it's scary as hell.
I tried moving my hands, my fingers, anything! But my body isn't just listening to me. I can't even open my freaking eyes!
Where am I? What's happening?
I tried swimming up, flailing my arms to reach the surface and breathe, but it was like an invisible force was holding me down. Just when I thought I'd die for real, something pulled me up and I finally s
