Chapter13
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This chapter is in memory of my late mum who died 23rd may 2024. As you may of guessed my name is Gordon and i lost mum last year and a few years before that i lost my dad 3 days before Christmas, mum used to work as a cook in a hospital when she was younger and she died of sepsis and a massive stroke to both sides of her brain, and she was in hospital for over a month and she made progress then slipped her doctors was making me feel hopeful so was the staff but i knew when she said to me it is my time i knew that she was going but i did not know when she died 03:28 am and when i got the phone call from the hospital i was still awake and i got a taxi from my house to the hospital but i did warn the hospital to have security waiting for me as i am most probably going to go ballistic and i do not know how i will be mentally i might start destroying things and people. Mum was my life for a number of years as i was her main carer. I did nearly everything including helping her wash and dress cook clean and even get her up and help her get dressed. She had instilled in me the value of remembering my roots and being true to myself and not giving a crap about anyone's opinion of me and she was not as narrow minded she had an idea that i was either B I s e xual or gay when i was married to a woman but she never said anything she let me and my ex work it out, that how cool my mum was i am 44 now and when she died i was 43.
THANK YOU MUM JANET I AM SORRY I LET YOU DOWN IN THE END AND YES I HAVE LET EVERYONE DOWN NOW.
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