***Derrin's POV*** Something within me is stirring. I know where I am. I am home. In my pack. In the hospital. I know that I need to wake up and help. Help stop the bloodsucker from hurting anyone else. But I am terrified.. I am terrified because when I wake up, I will be met with the fact that my first mate is gone and not coming back. And my second chance mate will be waiting for me. I don't know if I am ready for that. I don't know if I am ready for someone else to take Celestina's place. What if she is cruel? What if she treats the people I love badly? What if she rejects me? There it is... The real reason I am scared. Rejection.. Celestina hand chose my new mate. She wouldn't have given me someone cruel. She wouldn't have let me suffer without her.. Maybe I should just tru

