CHAPTER 1
I can’t believe I’m the only guy who loves his wife, fancies his wife and desires his wife so much, he wants someone else to f**k her. Some guys might understand what I’m saying and others might think I’m making excuses for the fact that I can’t possibly love her if I have thoughts such as these.
The thoughts would have remained fantasies as my wife, Ellie, would never have entertained the thought of going with another man. Trust me, I had tried as carefully as I could to talk to her about it but I was blocked even before I reached half way to the fantasy stage, let alone actually doing it.
My fantasy began to overwhelm me though. When I had the house to myself I trawled the net looking for women who looked like Ellie so I could watch them having s*x and imagine it was her.
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