Chapter 5When I wake up, all is dark around us. I can hear his breathing next to me, deep and regular, but I'm completely restless. The night is ending and it hurts. It's not that I regret what happened, but I fear I may have gone about it all the wrong way. This wasn't my first one night stand by far but it's certainly the first time I've felt this way after. Or during, for that matter. What's up with all this emotional crap? My eyes are starting to adjust to the light, or lack thereof. The edge of the bed is starting to become visible, as well as the small couch at the far end of the spacious room which has some of our combined clothes piled over it. Taking care not to wake him up, I lift up the sheets and slip out of bed. Suddenly I feel this incredible urge to cover up, to make myse

