Broken

Therapist Rebecca

I cried all night wishing I never saw today and I cursed the day I met Andrew. We weren't even officially dating and I'm going through this much pain. I really needed a Therapist, someone that would advise me on relationship issues. I thought of asking Kenzie for help because, she has good dating experience, but she's more of a talkative. I decided to check out Rebecca. Yes, Rebecca would be the best to put me through this, she's been heartbroken before so she'll know more about stuffs like this. I made a decision never to talk or have anything to do with Andrew, but was that even possible. I got to school the next day and exchanged sitting positions with Robertson. I pleaded with him to stay at my old seat. During the weekend, I pulled up at Rebecca's house. "You said you wanted to discuss something with me so, spill before I pluck your eyeballs". The little while I've known Rebecca, she's the kinda girl that goes through alot emotionally but just shows it with a smile. I narrated everything to her and all she did was laugh. How could she be laughing during a serious discussion. Was she mentally okay I asked myself. After twenty minutes of explanation all she said was " Olivia I've been in your shoes before, I know what it feels like to distance yourself from the man you love. Let me tell you, if you guys mistakenly date, it would be a very toxic relationship and you'll end up being hurt. So better stay far away from him". I told her that I was never going to date such a hypocrite and she laughed so hard. After some other discussions, I exited her house.

Rebecca has truly gone through alot emotionally but why does she keep putting up a smile on her face despite everything that happened. Rebecca dated Trevor. Up until now I do not blame Trevor for his actions towards her. She tried to take my man so she deserved to be served hot breakfast. Trevor started attending our school in Grade 8. He was basically complete. The guy every single girl wanted. He was sexy, romantic, good looking, nice smile and sweet lips. I also had a crush on him. I happened to be the closest girl to him, so it was easy to win his heart. I often did stuffs for him like completing his notes, running errands for him, spending my hard earned money on him and standing up for him whether or not he was guilty of any allegations placed on him and ended up getting double of his punishment. Indeed I was desperate. Sooner, he started taking me for granted thanks to Williams the class monitor, he no longer cherished what I did for him, he saw it as my duty to serve him, but I stopped. During his birthday, he got a lot of gifts from the girls and his friends. I got him a Smartwatch which cost my one year of my monthly allowance. What was I evening thinking when I bought him such an expensive gift, someone I wouldn't even end up dating. I just wanted to prove my love towards him and he showed no concern towards my gift. I felt real bad about this. Rebecca just got him an ordinary iPod and he was so thankful to her. I couldn't stand this though. After a week they officially started dating and he threw me to the mud. In Grade 9 they broke up and I was so excited when I heard the news. He made her feelings grow so much despite knowing he was traveling out of the country. I got home and slept with much confidence that day and I thought it taught her a lesson to stay away from another person's man especially mine.

I've finally started Confining in Rebecca, would she also succeed in taking Andrew away from me?.