Chapter9

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# Chapter 9: No Longer Just Business The kiss should have felt like a mistake — every rule I'd carefully constructed for myself about keeping this professional, about not becoming another cautionary tale of a woman who lost herself to a man with more power than sense, shattering in real time against his mouth. Instead, it felt like the only genuinely honest thing that had happened between us since the day I'd walked into his office in a burgundy suit and signed away control of my father's company. When we finally broke apart, his forehead rested against mine, both of us breathing unevenly, the office around us — the same conference room where he'd once laid out terms like a man closing a routine acquisition — suddenly feeling like the most significant room in the building. "This complicates everything," I whispered, though I made no move to step back. "I know." His hand came up to cradle my jaw, thumb brushing gently along my cheekbone, an unexpected tenderness from a man I'd once been certain didn't have any softness left in him. "I've known it would complicate everything since the terrace, if I'm honest. I kept walking away anyway, because I thought that was the responsible choice." "And now?" "Now I think being responsible and being honest aren't always the same thing, and I've spent too long confusing one for the other." "The board," I said, forcing myself to think past the fog he'd put me in, because someone in this room needed to. "If anyone finds out about this before the deal closes—" "I don't care what anyone finds out." He pulled back just enough to look at me properly, something fierce and certain burning in his eyes that I hadn't seen from him before — not the calculated confidence he wore into every negotiation, something rawer, more dangerous precisely because it wasn't calculated at all. "I have spent two years building an empire out of not caring about anything that couldn't be measured on a balance sheet, Amara. Profit margins. Growth projections. Things with clean, predictable outcomes. I'm done pretending you're something I can measure that way." "That's a very romantic thing to say for a man who negotiated my company's operational control down to the last clause." The corner of his mouth lifted — a real smile this time, not the careful almost-smile he usually allowed himself. "I contain multitudes." I laughed despite myself, despite the very real danger sitting in the middle of everything we'd just done, despite every reason I could list off the top of my head for why this was reckless. The sound of it seemed to surprise him as much as it surprised me — I hadn't laughed, really laughed, in longer than I wanted to admit, not since before the company's decline had swallowed every ounce of lightness out of my life. "I should have every reason to be more careful," I said, quieter now, watching the way his expression sobered along with my tone. "I should be thinking about the leak, about Halden, about whether this is going to blow up the one thing standing between my employees and unemployment." "But?" "But I keep thinking about the terrace instead. About how much it hurt when your phone rang and you walked away. About how I spent three days convincing myself I didn't care, and how bad I was apparently at convincing myself of anything." Something in his face gentled, all the guardedness finally, fully gone. "I'm sorry. For the terrace. For the check-ins I sent Toke to instead of coming myself. For every moment over the past three weeks where I chose distance because it felt safer than this." His hand found mine, fingers lacing through mine with a certainty that felt like it had been building toward this exact moment since the day we met. "I'm not choosing distance anymore." I should have been more careful. I should have remembered every single reason this was reckless — the deal still fragile, the leak still unsolved, a board that would use any excuse handed to them to blow this whole arrangement apart before it ever had the chance to succeed. Instead, I kissed him again, slower this time, deliberate, both of us finally choosing this with open eyes instead of stumbling into it by accident. "For the record," I murmured against his mouth, "I don't regret this. Whatever it costs us." "It won't cost us anything," he said, low and certain, pulling me closer. "I intend to make sure of that personally." I wanted, desperately, to believe him.
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