Curses & Cure: My Seven Werewolf Daddies

Chapter 9: Sebastian

Sebastian's p.o.v.

Evelyn... I'd protected that girl from us for years, hide her existence...lied about her, and even convinced Silas that she is dead when I knew she wasn't.

But I'd been a fool for doing that. There was no running away from the curse, I thought as I stared at Dimitri, he was blabbering now, must be losing his mind.

" All this time I was feeling her...feeling her in pain. She was suffering and I could do nothing to help her.", he murmured, looking at me with hope that I'll understand what was he trying to say. And I do understand, but there is nothing I can do about that.

He can't have her, not anymore.

Dimitri turned around suddenly and crouched down on the couch, taking his laptop, his eyes moving swiftly on the screen as if searching for something.

" But now I finally found out, she was in some road...and...and there was a board. A green board and I saw what's written on.", he showed me the screen, peering up at me with star-like grey eyes, " A shop's name, and then I searched it. Here, see...that was it."

" She is in Mexico.", he smiled brightly.

I looked at his excited face and then at the screen, a narrow dirty street with a small cafe at the side... Dimitri could be right. He might have sensed Evelyn. And it's rare but yeah we can see our mates sometimes or touch them...just for a few moments.

Not all werewolves can do that, but I and my brothers can. We have some power...at the price of our souls.

So, even when I knew he might be right... But still, I shook my head, " Silas already tried to find her there, she wasn't in Mexico."

" Yeah...but maybe now she is there.", he interrupted, standing up again, "That Bob guy must be changing his place. So he could hide Evelyn from us."

I sighed. Dimitri might be right. But...

" Which crime drama had you watched last night?", I huffed, removing my tie, and started walking towards the open kitchen.

" I am telling the truth."

Great...Dimitri is following me right now. Without giving him much attention, I opened the fridge, took a water bottle, and pour a glass for myself. All this time I felt eyes on my back.

Dimitri is still here, and he might be glaring at me. I rested my palm on the black tilted shelf and stared out of the window, at the dense forest in the back of our house...dark, lonely...cursed.

" Please, Sebastian. Go and tell Silas, we have to find her.

I closed my eyes tightly at his pleading. They all are suffering because of us. We should have never done that...maybe then we weren't this alone and miserable, without any mate to love.

" She is my mate."

" She is not yours.", I growled at Dimitri, and immediately regretted my angry loud voice. f**k. Taking a deep breath, I turned around and looked back at his almost teary eyes, " Not anymore.", I added softly. " She belongs to Zeus."

He has to understand...this, can never happen. It's too late for Dimitri. And a part of me, a selfish, heartless part of me is even happy about that. That now we all six will be together in the hell we created for ourselves.

And soon, Zeus will join us too. I knew he will. It's our fate. No one escapes fate, no matter how strong they are.

Putting the glass on the sink, I was about to leave when Dimitri came in my way... His height is not an inch shorter than mine, and even if he is a little boney, still, he looked dangerous with the anger in his grey eyes that looked like the clouds before the storm.

He took another step closer, glaring back at me, " Evelyn is not a piece of meat who can belong to anyone.", he gritted his teeth, and the blood on his breath hadn't gone unnoticed by me and my wolf...making my claws tear out on their own.

And I scoffed, how naive he could be. It's all Silas' fault. He babied him too much. Dimitri really needs to grow up.

So, even if I knew it will hurt him, but I smirked evilly, " The second you'll smell her blood,", I started, moving dangerously closer to him with my red eyes, " Hear her pulse throbbing with that delicious intoxicating poison...feel her soft flesh under your skin. She will be only a piece of meat for you then.", I laughed angrily, seeing only the thought of her blood making us react like this...

My entire body craved her taste, and Dimitri, if he sees his face right now...he would probably never look at himself again. That disgusting and hungry he looks right now...just by the thought of her blood making us insane. What will happen when she'll really be here, in front of us...we will probably devour every inch of her.

And yes, she was my mate too...I knew the second I saw into those emerald eyes. And then, her blood on the mat... How disgusted I felt when I almost licked that carpet! I wanted to drink that little girl's blood. f*****g disgusting. That's why I decided to keep her away....but as I said, we can never escape our fate. If not me, then now she turned out to be Dimitri's mate, or who knows maybe Zeus too...

One of us will be her mate, and one of us will kill her. There is no escape. This curse will never stop, will it? The sooner I accept it the better.

Taking a deep breath, I controlled my anger...and accepted my defeat.

" Fine.", I agreed, making Dimitri shocked, as he raised his brow at me, " Fine...means you are going to talk to Silas?", He asked, still looking at me with shock.

I sighed, " Yes, but listen to me.", I gave him a pointed look, " Don't suck her or f**k her when she came. If she came.", I murmured the last part and left the kitchen, leaving Dimitri alone with his angry grey eyes.

" You don't have to worry about that.", he said from behind. Then I heard footsteps as he stopped right behind me, " She is my best friend. And I want to help her, even if we can't be together anymore. Not when I become this...", Dimitri mumbled lowly, his voice so sad and sincere that for a second I can't believe that he is that same childish baby brother of mine.

Pain really changed people, I think.

" But Zeus has still time. And I will never even think about my little brother's mate like that."

I hadn't turned around, don't want to see his face. I just stared at the white tiles below me... Why can't I be this selfless as Dimitri?

When I saw Evelyn and find out I still have a mate alive...why couldn't I just let her go and told Silas about that? Maybe because I knew that there might be a possibility that she could be Dimitri's too. I felt their bond before, didn't I?

But instead of that... I hid it. Knowing Dimitri has a better chance with her, he was young...and I... I am old enough to be her great great great grandfather. I knew I can never have her but I didn't want her to be others' either. I didn't want to share...or I didn't want to suffer alone? Who knows...I don't have any answer to that.

All I knew is, I am so f*****g selfish that I wanted my brothers to suffer too...five of us were already suffering. And now because of my narcissism, Dimitri also became like us. But unlike me...he wanted to let her go. And more importantly, he wanted to let Zeus go. Wouldn't he be jealous to see them together...

" I am not you, Sebastian."

I stopped my thoughts, closing my eyes tightly. f**k, Dimitri felt my emotions. Great. Now he must be thinking, how big of an asshole I am.

I heard him laugh behind me, " No wonder, Souvenir gave you this ugly scar."

" It's not what everyone thinks.", I muttered, still not turning around, my eyes were glued to the ground. No wonder nobody likes me...those students didn't know who I really am.

I am bad... I am bad for them and everybody else around me. But still... I don't regret any of my bad decisions.

So, I sighed and finally looked up. Dimitri was now on the couch in front of me, sipping coffee while scowling up at me. I glared back now, " I did what I have to do to protect my brothers. And I will do that all again if I have to."

" Maybe that's our real curse.", he interrupted, resting his head back on the couch as he stared up at the shining chandelier above us, " Maybe we should just stop protecting each other."

" Maybe we should."

I mumbled back and with that, I walked out of the door from where I came from some minutes ago. It again groaned as if tired of getting opened and closed again and again...I huffed, even this house looks exhausted of us now.

I am exhausted too, I thought as I messaged Silas that we found Evelyn. I have a feeling that Dimitri is right and she is there. Maybe for once, I should do something which is not for my benefit...maybe I should just let Evelyn and Zeus go.

The drive to the airport was faster than I imagined, I didn't even realize when I reached there. Silas was already waiting for me, on his private plane. Boast enough.

" What are you thinking?"

Silas' voice dragged me out of my thoughts. Shifting my eyes from the window I looked back at his similar face. We were on the plane now, going to reach Mexico soon. But my mind was clouded, I was repeating every small thing that I'd noticed or knew about Evelyn. And finally, I realized something, I shouldn't have.

" Nothing... Maybe I just thinking too much."

Silas raised his brow at my vague reply. He knew I never overthink, I rarely think though. But when I did, I was never wrong. I just hope this time I'll turn out to be wrong.

" What is it, Sebastian?", Silas asked again, making me sigh. I again shifted my eyes back to the window, repeating my dark thoughts again... This time using the power I hadn't used for centuries. My power always comes with bad things. And like always, I am not wrong.

" This girl...Evelyn is going to be the death of us, brother.", I whispered, my voice so low that I think he hadn't heard. But then Silas laughed.

" Finally."