Not long ago he wanted to settle down and start a family. But the moment people plan for their future, income and expenses, and organize a better lifestyle, many words go through their heads that always ruin motivated moments. For him, those words just made Him drown in hopelessness.Old age, death, pain, and end. He had always been in hurry and because of that, these more frustrating thoughts were pushed out of his head as easily as meetings with friends or other activities that are not currently considered to be priorities.
It was almost twilight when he realized that last few years he had postponed everything fun, litterally. His thoughts were far away, looking back in old age and thinking about what it would have been like if we had just said one word or made a different movement.
What is the meaning of life? These are simple four words that have brought fear, death and other suffering to people over the centuries over the wrong answers. We do not know the exact answer and it is doubtful that we will know it in the future. But in the past, people were more fascinated by talking about death than by philosophizing about life and its nature. The old truth is that people are attracted, but at the same time ignorance scares more than momentary knowledge and existing values. Now more than ever it made sence to him. Finally realizing why people were thinking and talking about it. They lived to avoid the worse side of death, it was also portrayed in art, songs and even on the theater stage. Everytime when he heard something similar to those things people near to him were talking about, he would always find a way how to mock or prove them wrong.
It was one of those moments when he understood, looking back, he had won the battle but lost the war.