The bed dipped slightly as his large frame moved onto the bed, and I gripped the quilt nervously as he moved closer.
When he slipped his arm around my waist, I tensed when I felt his p***s press against me.
Derick laughed softly, "You really are a virgin, aren't you? If you're this shy about a c*ck touching your ass, you're in for one hell of a shock when I finally f*ck you."
I gulped nervously but didn't say anything as he moved my hair and kissed my shoulder.
"Perhaps I should just f*ck you right now?"
"No," I finally found my voice, though it sounded rough, "We should wait until our wedding night."
"Why? Are you just placating me?" He asked me, "Do you not truly plan to be with me? Are you just waiting for me to get distracted so you can leave with your omega."
"Of course not," I turned to look at him, "I said I'd be with you, so I will."
"Why? Because Damien threatened the boy? Or because we're mates?"
I heard pain in his tone, and it hurt me. I had to clear things up.
"At first it was only to protect Eric," I admitted, as I turned away, "But the more I've gotten to know you, the more... I want to be with you. I really like you."
I felt him pull down the material covering my shoulder and kiss my skin, leaving me flushed.
"I really like you too," He told me, and I felt him smile against my skin as he kissed me again, "In fact, I'm falling in love with you, and desire. I've desired you from the second we met," He stated as he shifted closer and his hand slipped over my hip, making me shiver nervously, "You have got to be the sexiest woman I've ever laid my eyes on. The Goddess made you so damn perfect."
As he spoke, he ran his hand under my slip and between my legs, but I gasped, and tensed as I grabbed his wrist.
"Stop!"
"Shh. Honey, just relax," He whispered into my ear, his warm breath making me shiver, "I won't f*ck you until the wedding night, but I want to give you a birthday gift you'll never forget."
"But... I.."
"Shh," He smiled against my ear, before sucking on my earlobe, causing goosebumps to erupt over my skin, and leave me wet between my legs, "Spread your legs for me."
"I... I've never done anything like this."
"I know, but I have, so I'll take care of you. Just do as you're told, in fact," He moved his other arm under my neck, grabbed my chin and pulled my face to his, "Let's make one thing perfectly clear right here and now, so there won't be any misunderstandings after we're married and you know exactly what you're in for. Outside our bedroom, even in front of others, you can argue with me, shout, scold me, and I will never hurt you. You are my equal in every way. But in here. When we are in our bedroom together. I am in charge. You belong to me. And as such, you will do as you're told, or I will punish you."
I frowned at him, "You can't say that and expect me to obey."
He smiled as if I was being a silly child.
"You'll learn to obey in time," He said confidently, "Now spread your legs, move the one on top forward."
I hesitated for a second, and Derick bit down hard on my shoulder, making me gasp in pain.
"Obey, or the next one will break the skin.
I quickly moved my legs into the position he'd demanded, and he slipped his fingers into my underwear and past my folds.
I tensed slightly as he dipped his fingers into my wet hole, soaking them before he started to gently rub my c**t.
The tingles I got from the friction combined with the bond sparking all over our connection was amazing, and I was soon moaning into the pillow.
Derick chuckled softly, "See. If you just obey me, you'll get all the pleasure you desire. Anytime, anywhere, but if you're a bad girl, then I'll take the pleasure away, got it?" He added and pulled his hand back.
The jerk knew what he was doing. I was nearly reaching my peak. I was instantly disappointed and I nodded.
''Yes, I've got it. I'll obey. I'll be good," I grabbed his wrist and pushed his hand back down, "Just please don't stop."
"Good girl." He said with smug satisfaction. He had me right where he wanted me and I knew it, I just didn't care right now while my mind was filled with lust. "Reach behind you and grab my c*ck, it's throbbing."
My heart began to race harder. I'd never even seen a c*ck until he'd ripped his towel off, and now he wanted me to touch him.
"Obey, " He growled when I hesitated, and pinched my c**t hard, and I cried out in pain this time, and quickly moved my hand behind my body and wrapped my hand around him. My fingers barely touched, and I grew even more nervous at the thought of this inside me, "Perfect," He whispered as he dipped his fingers inside me once more, pushing deeper this time before moving them out again, "Gently stroke up and down."
"Like this?" I asked, unsure.
"Mmm, yes," He moaned and sucked my earlobe again, "Just squeeze a little harder. Yes, that it."
He shifted his position again and stopped touching me. I was going to complain when he pulled down the top of my slip, releasing my t**s, before he moved one hand back between my legs, while his other hand started to play with my hard n*****s.
Dericks scent was all over me, the bond was driving me wild and his skill at pleasuring a woman made my mind go blank. I couldn't even think straight anymore.
Soon, way to soon for my liking, my orgasm built to the point of breaking, and I cried out as it finally exploded.
My whole body was shaking, and I growled into the pillow, biting it as if it would help steady me.
I didn't even realize Derick had stopped touching me until I'd calmed down and rolled over onto my back to find him smiling at me.
"You c*m way too quickly," He said, sounding disappointed, as he leaned over and sucked on one of my breasts, "We'll have to work on that."
He gave my n*****s a few more licks and hard sucks before lying back and gently stroking his c*ck.
"Lean over and suck me off."
My eyes widened as I peeked down. "I don't know how."
Derick smirked, "I'll teach you, now go on."
I went to move down the bed, but he stopped me.
"Keep your p*****. near my face and just lean over."
I blushed, and asked, "Why?"
"Because I might want a snack later, now do as you're told." He demanded and slapped me hard on the bottom.
I gasped as he lifted his hand, leaving behind a stinging sensation, and I quickly complied again.
"Use your tongue first, honey," He instructed as I hesitated again, unsure of what I was doing, "Wet my c*ck before putting it into your mouth."
Feeling a little awkward, I followed his orders and ran my tongue over his shaft and head, and Derick moaned softly. Feeling emboldened by his obvious pleasure, I opened my mouth wide and took his p***s into my mouth.
"Careful honey, don't bite me." He warned playfully.
He bite me earlier. Maybe I should. I thought to myself, but then he started to breathe heavily and moan, and my desire to please my mate and Alpha overpowered my want for revenge.
I did my best, and followed his instructions when he gave them. Suck harder. Go deeper. Play with his balls, but I still felt like I had no clue what I was doing. Thankfully, he enjoyed himself anyway.
"Goddess, you're a natural," He moaned as he started playing with my t**s again, "You have no idea how long I've desired to feel the bond over my c*ck. Don't stop!"
Dericks heavy breathing grew louder, and he started to move his hips, pushing his p***s deeper into my mouth until finally he moaned loudly and released his load into my mouth.
My eyes widened as I clamped my lips of his c*ck head and waited for it to stop, before I swallowed what I could. Merin had told me once that men enjoyed that, but I was still a little grossed out by it all.
Once I released his p***s, I went to get up, but Derick grabbed my hips and pulled me closer. I gasped in surprise when he started licking and sucking my c**t, making me tremble.
This new sensation of his tongue and lips was far more pleasurable then his fingers, and I was moaning loudly again in seconds.
Derick sat up, flipped me onto my back and leaned back down, as he pushed my thighs apart, and continued to lick me.
My fingers found his hair without my consent and gripped him hard, keeping him in place as my back arched.
"Derick!" I moaned his name, my mind was completely blank apart from the pleasure that his name was the only word I could come up with to describe the pleasure I was feeling.
My orgasm began to build, and he moved his tongue from my c**t to my bottom and then back up into my hole, before sucking on my c**t again.
His actions were wild and all consuming, and I couldn't stop the primal noises escaping my lips as he devoured me.
But then I felt something different. Something new. I felt like I was going to pee, and just as my orgasm hit, I gasped and shoved him back.
"STOP!" I screamed and climbed off the bed.
"Did I hurt you?" Derick asked in fear as I ran for the bathroom.
I only just managed to sit on the toilet before I peed, and pulled up my slip, as embarrassment overpowered the pleasure if just felt.
When I heard footsteps, I peeked up to see Derick standing there naked and completely at ease, with a huge smirk on his face.
"Get out. I'm so embarrassed!" I tried to shut the door but he just folded his arms and blocked the door with his foot.
"You have nothing to be embarrassed by, honey," He told me as I hid my face in my hands, "You were feeling so good that you squirted. It's no big deal."
My cheeks flushed red, as I stopped peeing and reached for toilet paper.
"I really can't wait to f*ck that blush right off your cheek," Derick told me and I looked up at him again.
"Can you just go?"
"No," He answered simply, before he knelt in front of me.
He took the toilet paper from my hand and reached between my legs again but I stopped him.
"Enough. I can do it. Why do you insist on embarrassing me?"
He just smiled at me, "I'm just taking care of my girl. What's embarrassing about that? Besides, I'm the one that made you c*m so hard you pissed, it's only right I help you."
"I hate you." I said with no malice in my tone.
Derick laughed and dropped the toilet paper into the toilet.
"Come shower with me, and clean up." Was all he said, as he stood up and offered me his hand, but I hesitated. "What's wrong?"
''I...'' I gripped the material of the slip, ''I want to shower alone. I'll go after you.''
''Stop!'' He ordered, when I went to walk past him, ''Tell me the truth. Do not lie to me. Why won't you shower with me?''
I nervously looked down, ''I... Ever since I accepted you, something in me switched, and I'm scared to lose you now.''
''Why would showering with me make you lose me?''
''You won't find me attractive anymore. I... I have scars.''
''Scars? Where?'' He said, and I saw him examining my body ''I don't see anything.''
''There's on my back. Bonnie would whip me whenever I disobeyed, at least she did until I learned to fight and knocked her out one day. She didn't hit me again after that, but the scars remained. It's the real reason I created that potion to heal.''
''Show me,'' He demanded as he spun me around and pulled off my slip before I could even react, and he gasped as he looked at my back covered in scar after scar.
Derick growled, ''I should snap her neck!'' He said in rage, as his fingers ran over me, before he leaned in and kissed my back, ''Something like this would never make me lose desire for you. You're just as stunning as ever.''
I turned in his arms and looked into his eyes, searching for any trace of a lie, ''You mean it?''
''You're beautiful.'' He cupped my face and kissed me, ''Now, come shower.''
This time when he offered me his hand, I took it and followed him to the shower, still blushing bright red.
Once we were under the warm water, Derick started to gently wash my body, lingering between my legs longer than was necessary, before he asked.
"So, did you enjoy your first s****l experience?" He asked. I think to change the subject off my scars.
I nodded and looked down, avoiding his gaze, "Yes."
"Good, I only ever want to please you," He said as he kissed my marking area, "You are everything to me now. I will never let you down. I swear."
I wanted to believe him. But I'd been hurt so much, so I just remained silent and nodded. Only time would tell if he was sincere.