" Kill yourself while you still can Alexandra, you don't even wish to know how you were born. "
Michael rested his head by the tree looking at me through his half-closed eyes as he is healing his wounds slowly, he looks like about to die at any moment.
" Leave Raily's body, I need to bury him. "
I whispered to Micheal who is wiping the blood out his mouth, not sure if heard me, or if I'm ready to let go of Raily, I already did, twenty years ago.
When Rohan gave me a slight hope that Raily is alive, I expected to find my man in his forty-five or something, I would have mocked him for that.
But I would have removed the Immortality spell from me, aged with him, die with him.
Let him have the normal life he is supposed to have, not this, any of that.
I shivered almost crying afraid of myself from the memories I see.
The more I know about myself the more I want to bury myself alive.
" Guess how many times you ordered me to leave his body, Alexey? "
" I don't care, just get out of him. "
My body is turning, but not yet, I need to ask him.
" I like the way you look at me, I don't want any other human but that. "
" I will kill you. "
I put the spear by his neck and his smile didn't fade.
" Do it, it's easier this way. "
I raised the spear a little, it's useless to me, I don't want to know about myself anymore.
I broke it with my knee throwing it at the ground.
" Here it goes my favorite weapon... "
" Next time I will kill you, don't show your face to me again. "
I stared at Raily's face for the last time before turning into a wolf in front of him howling to the moon.
Now I can cry without being discovered.
" But you like this face, no? "
I ignored him running back to my pack.
I wanted to ask him why he kissed me in the dungeon instead of killing me.
Then he came back with a big sharp spear, was he afraid of Rohan back then?
I took Rohan's torn bloody robe from the ground with my teeth as I leave.
I entered the palace' ground as I salute my brothers and sisters, they are all in their wolf forms now, and they welcomed me licking my wounds, and making sad noises.
' Everything is okay, I was hunting. '
I told them and Jacob my brother who is older than me by one year gave me his favorite toy to chew.
Well, I'm old to play with toys, but it doesn't hurt to play a little to pass the time.
I guess they didn't see me shift for a while now.
They recognize me as their healer and that is enough for me.
I saw Rohan talking with Lucas, lucky lycans can control how and when to turn.
Rohan glanced at me therefore froze before running towards me.
" Alexey? What happened? Your back is bleeding, I thought you were in your room! "
I growled when he was about to touch my beige fur, he scratched his neck embarrassed.
" Were you trying to run away Alexandra? "
I wish I could roll my eyes or bite his hand.
He doesn't call me Alexandra unless he is serious.
My wounds finally healed on their own, I showed Rohan ignoring his questions, so he could stop whining.
" Well, good then, but you still didn't tell me what happened? "
' I was hunting. '
I tried to talk to him through my mind link but he is still waiting for an answer.
This is exhausting, I need to teach him a communication spell.
I clawed the ground.
' hunting. '
" Oh, I see. "
He didn't buy my lie as he kept circling around me.
" So the big bear attacked you and you came empty-handed without sharing the meal with us? "
I guess I deserve this treatment when I left him hanging in the room.
' I will bring you Pizza next time. '
I scratched the ground again smiling, my stomach actually killing me from hunger.
I throw the toy back to Jacob
I won't ask anyone for food, I would prefer to hunt myself but probably Michael is out there ready for a second round.
I stared at Rohan who is staring at his torn robe hanging around my neck.
I don't think I can lie about it, the robe expose that I was fighting in my human form.
" There is no next time, you're not allowed out of the palace in the first place, why did you leave? "
He tried to control his anger as he noticed how all my family are looking at him.
I don't want them to fight him, I'm not sure if They fought him before but I bet he is stronger.
' I will tell you tomorrow. My warden's spell got destroyed, I need to protect the place. '
I wrote that, and Rohan ordered his men something as he came back to me.
" Go to sleep, Fluffy wolf, you had a long day, we will talk tomorrow. "
He played with my ears, I almost bit his hand but he chuckled leaving me as he goes to the palace gates.
I guess he is going to guard the palace himself.
I bowed my head for Rohan when I noticed him looking at me from afar before walking away, I want to sneak to the kitchen, maybe I will find something in the fridge.
' that's what I'm talking about. '
I found some chicken wings.
I started to eat enjoying my meal and my sweet time alone.
I heard a movement of a chair that I had to look at it
No one in the kitchen.
I ignored the source as I kept eating sniffing the coconut scent in the air, and looking at a certain spot.
I see no one but I'm sure Michael is here again, sitting on this chair.
I held the bones with my teeth and threw them in the trash beside him as I growl at the invisible man, before leaving to get some sleep.
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" I tried to destroy your memories' stone, it's too hard Alexey. "
The foggy man spoke as I'm approaching him.
" Let me try. "
" No! I won't allow you to touch it again or be near it, I will handle it alone, last time you almost killed me! "
" What would you do? Are you planning on hiding it? How? Theodore will find it without any protection spell and will bring it back to me. "
" Then teach me the strongest protection spell you know, I will hide it whenever you get near it. "
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I opened my eyes looking at the familiar ceiling.
Memories' stone? My memories?
The person's voice looks so much like Rohan's.
Did Rohan hide it?
I'm the one who taught him such a strong spell, to protect him from me.
Why? And, when I'm near the stone he uses the spell.
Did he plant the stone inside his body? I think too much.
I wiped my eyes flustered, was that even Rohan? I couldn't see his face but it matches the situation.
I flipped over before I gasped looking at the person under me.
I'm above Rohan who is sleeping soundly, I'm wearing nothing but the bloody robe.
Isn't he supposed to guard the palace? Why he is in my room...
I tried to sneak away, but then I needed to do it.
I placed my hand softly against his head, he can't be protecting himself while sleeping.
" Tatun. "
I whispered as I witness something I didn't wish to see.
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Rohan's pov
I ran behind Watson, Alexey's father, he is going to the bastard's house, Theodore.
Watson is nothing but a coward, a dog working for the most powerful wizard.
" Where did you hide Alexey?! Answer me! WHERE IS MY MATE? "
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To be continued