Unwanted mate

Chapter 2 . Always the outcast

    Tiffany Looked at me in disgust , " yikes can you not find anything in your actual size that hides that gut of yours ? some of us do not need to see that right after we ate breakfast" Tiffanys friends all laughed at that and I  felt my face turning bright red. I knew I should have grabbed a sweatshirt to throw on top of this . " you really should go out to the track and do a few laps before school starts maybe you should actually stay out there all day and maybe in a week or two you will have gotten rid of a pound, we all know you are about two of us put together , I don't get how you even leave the house looking like that Tina, your sister is lucky she got all the looks but she must hate having you as her twin, I personally would never be associated with you in public" Tiffany's friends just laughed harder at that . I felt my facing burning with embarrassment and the tears filling my eyes . I would not give Tiffany the satisfaction of seeing me cry so I did the only thing I could think of and rushed to the closet bathroom hearing the laughter follow after me.

After making sure that the bathroom was empty I flipped. the deadbolt lock on the door and cried for a good 10 minutes, its not that I don't know that I could lose a few pounds , its not that I have not tried to lose weight , it just would not come off and the fact that I had not even shifted yet did not help anything , my mom had told me when i was younger that a werewolves metabolism speeds up once you shift. except that most of my friends or I guess not friends but pack mates have always been skinny no matter what they ate or how much exercise they did or did not do, even my own sister was super skinny and she never even had to try and we are twins so how was that fair? 

BRINNNG , Great the bell for first period , I walk over to look at myself in the mirror just to see that now I look even worse then before! my eyes are all puffy , my nose is all red and running and my frizzy hair is even more of a mess . I really need to just go home , I can't do this I seriously can not face these jerks all year again like every year since elementary school I do not understand why no one ever wanted to stand up for me and why if they are supposed to be my pack why would they enjoy embarrassing me all of the time . Alright Tina get yourself together , come on I can do this , I am not going to let these jerks destroy another year of school for me . I splashed some cold water on my face , blew my nose and ran my fingers through my hair . Ok here we go . I unlocked the bathroom door and headed back into the school hall which was now close to empty as most people had already gotten into their classes . I glanced at my schedule again . 

ART

Journalism

PE

English

Werewolf studies

History

Math

yuck I hate math , I am awful at math and I hate PE. oh well , I walked to the far end of campus and into the art studio, as I walked in I saw my semi friend of closet person I guess i could consider to be a friend anyways , Eleanor, her and her family had just joined our pack the last month of summer and we had hung out a few times watching horror movies , Eleanor was very pretty with her straight Auburn hair that was down to her waist and she had auburn eyes as well. she was sitting closest to the door and gave me a small smile as I sat next to her. "hey" I greet her , "hey I did not see you at the rally before school"  she whispered back as our teacher Mr Alvarez took role , " yea , i was umm running late , today has started off horribly" I rolled my eyes and stuck my tongue out . " hey hand your schedule over, I want to see if we have any other classes together , at least if i have one person in some of the same classes it will not be that horrible " As I looked over Eleanor's schedule I felt her stiffen next to me in her chair glancing at her she was staring at the door of course that made me super curious of what the heck had all of her attention. Once i saw who she was staring at I wanted to smack myself in the head , of course she was staring at Roger , as in our star quarterback Roger as in my cousin and the future Alfa of our back , also as in the biggest jerk in. the entire school other than Tiffany , he was not always a jerk , we used to be super close , Roger ,Emily and me , we used to play all the time and then the end of elementary school Rodger decided he could not be friends with his fat cousin anymore it would be bad for his image as the future alfa of our pack, but of course it also meant that he decided it was ok for others to make fun of me and laugh at me . he never started the teasing but he would often add to it or laugh at what other people said. but for whatever reason Eleanor was staring at him like he personally had hung the moon .