Chasing the Luna

Chapter 4: Decisions

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WILLIAM'S POV

I ran through the woods carrying my mate in my arms bridal style. I was heading for the pack house. To keep her safe from anyone who would try to harm her. 

That was my first instinct. Once I started up the double doors, the door flung open and there stood Roseanne with a worried look on her face.

"Alpha? What happened?" she asked. 

"No time for questions! Get her to a guest bedroom and when she wakes up, make sure she doesn't try to escape until I get in there." 

She nodded but didn't bother to say anymore. I handed her to Roseanne and she headed up the stairs with my passed out angel.

My mother walked up to the scene we caused and she looked up at Roseanne with Jessie in her arms. Then she asked, "Who is that?" she walked up to the passed out body and gasped. "William what did you do to her?" I felt offended. My mother probably thinks I did something to her so that I can have her.

"No, Brianna pressure pointed her neck. She passed out. I'm telling you, they have to stay away from each other." She nodded and hummed a little 

"Oh." I looked over at her and dismissed Roseanne. Roseanne didn't have to struggle with carrying Jessie's body upstairs. She's a werewolf, we have strength, speed and very good sense of hearing.

I sighed and sat out in the porch. I felt so bad for Jessie, it's only been her first day of school and Brianna was already giving her a hard time. She already passed out. What's next? 

Hannah is going to tell her all the secrets of the werewolf society and then her Father will be so ashamed for not telling his own daughter? I didn't know what would happen at this point. I just wanted Jessie to feel comfortable at this school.

To make it even better, I'll stay away from her. I won't cause her any more trouble for probably a few months. But, I know I can never keep calm and I'm probably going to loose the other side of me; my wolf. 

All I needed was a mate that can keep me strong and healthy and give love to me. Not only that, but to keep the pack strong. I wanted a woman in my life who can do that, and right now it wasn't her if I wanted her to stay away from trouble.

I'm probably going to go back to the jerk I am. Sleeping around with whores. But I don't want to make her feel worthless. Once she finds out what I truly am, then she'll get even more hurt because I was supposed to be her saviour and her mate. 

I'm supposed to be the man who will treat her right, care for her, love her and I'm supposed to be the father of our pups. Thinking about pups made me smile.

But it made me want her more. I do want pups with her. But not right now. Of course in the future. I was thinking too much right now, and I just wanted to let some stress off. 

I wanted to go out tonight and live my life. I want to start over again, just pretend Jessie is my mate but I never knew.

Just for a while. Just a little.

I don't think I can do this...

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JESSIE'S POV

Dark. That's what it was right now. Then a pounding headache that didnt seem to stop. Panic, thats what kicked in. 

I took a deep breath and I could hear my self breathing, thats good. Then I heard someone shift. One little sniff of the nose, and my stomach fluttered.

Really Jessie? One sniff to the nose and youre already getting all jumpy? I slowly struggled for my eyes kept wincing at the bright light and everything was blurry. 

Wow, is this was people without there glasses had to go through?

Focus. I widened my eyes a little more and blinked more than twice. I could hear a deep male voice, "Jessie, Im going to let a doctor check you right now sweetheart." Sweetheart? Who was the unknown voice calling me sweetheart?

I felt a hand on my forehead but I didn't feel any type of way. A mini flashlight flashed into my eyes and my eyes rolled to the back of my head. It hurt! "Jessie, how many fingers am I holding up?" I saw a male doctor in front if me, mid 40s. "Uh, five." I responded. 

He smiled and looked back to another person. "Shes okay. I suggest you don't make her move around too much, she probably has pounding headaches right now, am I right Jessie?" I looked over to what he was looking at.

My heart stopped.

Not literally stopped but wow. The other person looked back into my eyes, and I swear I could feel his emotions and I felt like I knew him. He seemed so familiar like I've seen him before. Could it possibly be him again?

'William' my conscience whispered.

I hadn't noticed that I was holding my breath until I felt blood pulsing through me again and my face heated. I could hear myself breathing slowly. The doctor walked out and here was William striding towards me.

"I like the way you breathe slowly. You take puff by puff. I could hear you, like you're breathing right into my ear.." He whispered. What a freak! Did he have super sonic hearing because I clearly remember him standing on the other side of the room. 

"I see how you react when you're creeped out or confused. Your eyebrows crinkle and your nose goes up with the crinkles." I stared deeply into his eyes trying to see what his point was.

"You love dressing like a rebel. Black and blue, your favorite colors." I looked around the room. My voice was raspy at first, "I like how I see the red heels on the floor." I looked at the table, "I like how there are diamond earrings on the table."

 I looked at the chair, "Lace panties, how cute. Who's are they?" I asked.

He stiffened. 

"I like how you didn't hide your evidence. I like how you're so confused right now. Aw, don't get me wrong but how stupid could you get?" I raised my voice. He looked around the room, "Its not what it looks like. I mean, Jessie I-I."

I started getting up from the bed slowly and felt a pair of hands wrapping around my hips to help me. 

"Don't touch me!" I yelled and smacked his arm away. He held tighter and I clawed at his fingers, he finally let go. I held on the table for balance and slowly walked over to the door. I turned around, "Oh yeah, because I would've never noticed the bra under the bed when I got up.." I spat.

Another pounding headache. I raised up my hands to my head and held on tight wishing it would go away. 

"Jessie get back to bed now." He demanded. His eyes turned a golden color and I laughed, "Yeah, because I definitely want to stay here any longer with you." I pointed to him.

Disgusted, I walked out the door and slowly walked down the halls. I didn't even know where I was going, I just wanted to leave. Two warm hands wrapped around my hips for the second time and threw me over their back. Another headache.

"Oh my god! Leave me alone!" I cried out and pounded on his back. He snorted, "You have no pants on. I won't let any girl of mine to walk around like that. Do you know how pissed off I get?" He gripped my thigh and I pounded harder.

 "Don't touch me!" I yelled. "I would've walked around naked, I don't care! Let guys see me, I just want to leave!" I demanded.

He kicked open a door.

"Yours? Psh Im not anyone's Mr. Im-Too-Good-For-Anyone!" I exclaimed. He kept walking as I pounded harder on his back. I wanted to be let go! I want to go home!

That reminded me, "If you don't let me go right now, my parents will kill me. Don't even get me started on my Dad. He will kick your ass!" He laughed harder, "He won't do anything." I could feel the rumbling of his laugh on my stomach.

"Im so getting a restraining order on you!" I yelled. He put me down and I had to gain balance. I noticed that I was in a bigger room with a bigger bed. I glanced out at the window.

Perfect. Im going to have to manage to make him leave so I can jump put the window. Smart Jessie.

Another headache. I whined, "I just want to go to bed. Im so tired. Can you please leave?" He looked bewildered at my sudden mood change. "I can sleep right here too." He patted on the chair besides the bed. I really hate him right now, but I still had a plan.

I ran and jumped over to bed, pretending I was comfortable. He was still standing there looking at me. I looked at a door that looked like a bathroom, hoping there was a window, I walked over to it. "What are you doing?" A raspy deep voice said. He had a very nice voice, wow. It really catches my attention.

Not.

Okay, maybe it does. But right now, I didn't bother looking at him. 

"A girl has to pee, doesn't she?" I said. He nodded and let me be.

I was acting so calm right now that it was making me laugh from the inside. I would've really punched him in the face right now and ran but that would make everything worse. I closed the door behind me, and looked around at the bathroom.

I walked over to the bathtub and noticed a silver shelf of guy belongings. I was in his room! No wonder everything seemed bigger.

I looked up remembering about the window, and saw that there was a small one above a sink.

How the hell was I supposed to get up there? I looked down at myself then back at the window. I climbed up the sink and held my balance.

Another headache.

I cursed as I heard a knock. "Jessie? Are you okay?" I looked around then bent down to reach for the toilet. I couldn't reach so I got off the sink and flushed the toilet, making it seem like I finished using the bathroom. 

"Yeah!" I called out, "Nothing to worry about..." I added. I heard shifting then a puff and footsteps.

I climbed back on top the window and pushed open the window. It creaked a little. Scared that he could hear that, I coughed it out. Then, I used all my upper body strength to pull myself out. Once half my body was out the window, I could hear another knock. Then another.

"Jessie? It doesn't take forever to wash your hands." I couldn't reply, I knew my voice would've sounded distinct since my body was halfway out the window. 

I panicked once the knock turned into a pounding. "Get out now! Dont make me break this door down!" He demanded.

I didn't respond. I pushed my body out of the window more, I just needed my legs! I heard a growl then a loud thud and a bunch of noise came from the bathroom as the door crashed down and there was standing 

a very angry William.