Austin POV I can not spin with my head around it. Did Lena really pass away like Noah said? But then why did I not feel our connection break. Conan completely collapsed when his wife died, like a little child he crumbled down. Nobody could lift him up. He stayed there for days besides her grave, kneeled down. Until I lifted him up like a girl, carrying him away. He did really feel as heavy as one, not eating for days. It took him months to recover. Actually it took him more than that. He needed someone, Lena was that person. He needed Lena to come out of that slum. Letting his loss go, or actually finally accepting it. My feelings are more soft, I can feel her soft breathing in my heart. Her breaths make my heart beat slowly. Even though I am running my heart out. She slows my racing bo

