Chapter Eight: The Truth We Stop Running From
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Avoiding someone is exhausting.
I learned that quickly.
Every hallway became a potential encounter. Every sound outside my door made my heart jump. I told myself I needed time, that space was healthy, that I had done the mature thing.
But the silence felt louder than any argument we’d had.
By the third day, I couldn’t take it anymore.
I found Nelson in the laundry room late in the evening, folding clothes with a concentration that looked suspiciously like distraction. He glanced up when I entered, surprise flickering across his face before he masked it.
“Hey,” he said politely.
Politely.
That hurt more than anger would have.
“Can we talk?” I asked.
He hesitated, then nodded. “Yeah. Okay.”
We sat across from each other on opposite machines, the hum of dryers filling the space between us.
“I’m sorry,” I said quickly. “For how I reacted. I panicked.”
He studied me carefully. “About my sister?”
“About everything,” I admitted. “You. Us. The fact that this stopped being simple.”
“It was never simple,” he said quietly.
“I know,” I said. “But it scared me when I realized how much it mattered.”
He looked down at his hands. “You know what scared me? Feeling like I was an inconvenience.”
I flinched. “You’re not.”
“You pushed me away,” he said gently. “I didn’t mind giving you space. I just didn’t want to feel like a mistake.”
That broke something open in me.
“You’re not a mistake,” I said firmly. “You’re… unexpected. And I’ve spent my whole life avoiding unexpected things because they don’t fit neatly into plans.”
He looked up then, eyes searching my face.
“I don’t have a plan for us,” I continued. “I don’t know what this becomes. But I know I don’t want silence. I don’t want distance. And I don’t want to pretend I don’t care.”
The room felt smaller.
Nelson stood slowly, closing the distance between us.
“I don’t need promises,” he said. “I just need honesty.”
I met his gaze. “I care about you. More than I planned to.”
His breath hitched. “That’s all I wanted to hear.”
For a moment, neither of us moved. Then he reached out—not rushing, not demanding—and brushed his fingers lightly against mine.
I didn’t pull away.
Outside, thunder rolled faintly in the distance, rain beginning to tap against the windows.
“Come meet my sister,” he said softly. “Not as anything official. Just… as you.”
I smiled, nerves fluttering in my chest. “Okay.”
Meeting his sister was nothing like I expected.
She was warm, sharp-witted, and instantly perceptive.
“So,” she said later, when Nelson stepped away, “you’re the one.”
“I’m not sure what I am,” I admitted.
She smiled knowingly. “Neither was he. Until you.”
That night, Nelson walked me back to my apartment, rain-soaked and quiet.
At my door, he paused.
“Thank you,” he said. “For coming.”
“For waiting,” I replied.
He smiled, and this time it was soft. Certain.
“Goodnight, Elizabeth.”
“Goodnight, Nelson.”
I closed the door with my heart full instead of aching.
We weren’t fixed.
We weren’t defined.
But we were honest.
And that, I realized, was the beginning.
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