Arriving into our suite, I ran to my babies. Goddess I feel like I haven’t been enough for them or even with them. Sadness at that thought over came me and I stopped at the door of their nursery. I stood watching as my friends changed, played and cooed along with my babies and the sight of it shot a ping of hurt through our me. It should be me having these moments with my babies. I haven't had one decent moment with them. And weeks since their birth has already gone by.
“Baby, what’s wrong?” “Yes Love, what’s wrong? Why are you sad?” Dom and Maika came up behind me engulfing me with tenderness.
“I’m a bad mother.” As those words left my mouth the water works flooded and I was soon sobbing uncontrollably.
They gently guided me back to our room and sat me down. Whispering sof
