Is it possible to hate the person you loved the most? I am not sure if it's because of what happened before, or I only realize what my heart wants. Because of the amount that happened to us before, maybe he also became vigilant. He did the thing that I could not do for myself. As I tasted Matt's kisses, tears immediately flowed on my cheeks. I did not know what for. I immediately walked away from Matt and went straight to the bathroom of my office. Am I guilty? Or my whole being is still wounded because of what happened. Every move and touch of his lips to me is slowly popping out what happened then. Events that keep coming back even though I didn't want to. “Mary, are you okay?” I heard Matt shout from the outside. “I’m sorry, I suddenly feel dizzy. Can we talk some other time

