Have you ever been hurt for no apparent reason? With so much going on in your life, a particular event will mark you and hurt you badly. Because now, while looking at Matthew and watching him open the box I sent him, I can’t help but cry. I don’t know why, but I was crying. Maybe it’s for myself and our son we lost. It’s gone. I didn’t even give him a chance to know and recognize me. It just disappeared before I even learned a child was living in my womb. “Baby can stop crying, please. You are scaring the hell out of me. If you are like that, we’ll go home and stop this,” whispered the man who’s wiping away my tears. I immediately held my breath when I heard what Tim said. Suddenly I stopped crying because we were going home. It was a waste of my effort to plan them. I feel like Matth

