Some people gained satisfaction by hurting others. They feel powerful every time they broke someone or if they surpassed that person. Even if the only reason they do that is petty. I was always curious about what it feels like to be like that—to be an upper hand.
But seeing Matt standing in front of me breaks my heart. I never imagined him to be like this—I never imagined him to look like a mess.
“Matt, I’m married, aren’t I? You know that. And I can’t just leave Tim just because we have an affair. And I’m thankful you’re here for me. But I can’t--”
My lips parted, and I blinked a few times while looking at him. It makes me wonder if he is still the man I met before or is always the same man I once went crazy and loved.
“W-what are you doing?” I stammered when I ask him.
“I beg you n
