Am I ready for this?
No.
Do I have a choice?
No again.
I am doing this, ready or not.
So much is happening in such a short amount of time.
After the initial shock of the news of being told that I was pregnant with my rapist's baby, I knew I didn’t want this child.
Even though the thought of hurting any child was atrocious, I still couldn’t let his prodigy come into the world. A child created from pain and fear, wasn’t right. I look at Kate and wonder how much it took her mother to decide to keep her.
My mind has yet to wrap around the idea that she is that monster’s daughter. She said her mother would have ran with her when she was born so that Ezekiel didn’t corrupt her but Ezekiel disappeared.
From what I can gather, it happened around the time that he came to me the first
