I finally get to go home today. After a week in the hospital, I’m glad to finally be able to sleep in my own bed, tonight. To say I feel like myself is a stretch. There is something missing and even though everyone has treated me so kindly and especially Demetrio, I just feel lost. My mate has been the best. He hasn’t left my side for more than a few minutes. He has made me feel secure and safe. He has been my rock. Well both for me and for Faith. We went outside yesterday and I was able to shift into Faith. She is no longer locked in my head. Yesterday was also the day that Caroline and Demetrio sat me down to tell me the news. I am with child. I am carrying that monster’s child inside me. I was in shock, I still am. I don’t know how to deal with this kind of news. I seem to

