When will I become free?

Knowing about my marriage

When I woke up I saw my two best friends Jenny and Rose sitting beside me. After seeing them I couldn't hold my tears anymore. I cried my whole heart out. After consoling me they left the house. My mind was filled with mom and dad memories. I couldn't stop myself from remembering them and crying over the fact that they are not with me anymore. I didn't go to college for few days. 

As days passed days became normal. I know it couldn't be like the days that were before my parents death but I feel normal now. So, I decided to go to college. I got up early and had my breakfast. Jenny and Rose came to pick me. No one could ever be so good friends as them to me. They really great me like their sister. We three went to the college. As we were entering the college I saw Joe. I completely paused at the moment. I didn't know how to react. He gave me a warm smile. And I was so happy to see him that I was smiling like an i***t forgetting that he rejected me and he doesn't even call me once after that incident. We went inside the class and attend the lectures. Days went by and my routine was the same going to the college attending lectures. I was returning back to normal self. I didn't even care about Joe anymore. His fault he lost the diamond anyway. 

One day I woke up and was going downstairs to have my breakfast. I heard my brothers and sister in laws about marriage. I was literally shocked. I am just 18 and they are talking about my marriage. I expected this from my sister in laws because I knew they do not like me from the beginning but what about my brothers. They are my real brothers, aren't they? I couldn't control my anger and rushed to the dining table. I asked them about the s**t they are talking. Instead of explaining it to me they locked me inside my room. I wasn't given my phone too. They served me two times meal everyday. I was living a life of prisoner.

After some days my sister in law came to my room and asked me to get ready because the groom and his parents are coming to visit me. I was stunned. When I disagreed to her. She told me that I am burden to them and they can not afford me now. They had done enough for me. I didn't have any idea what they have done for me. I was so angry that that I wanted to punch her but I was unable to do that. I thought I could live freely and I do not need to see these people anymore if I get married. I hold up my tears and went to the washroom to get ready. I wore my pink long dress. I did natural makeup and sat on my bed waiting for my sister in laws to call me. I was so nervous that I could hear my heart beat. I was little bit happy because I didn't have to live with these selfish people if they liked me.

While I was thinking about these things my sister in laws came inside my room and told me to behave well. And if I try to act smart I should get ready to bear the consequences. I remained silent and did not even care about their presence in my room.  My elder sister in law came near me and grab my hands to take me downstairs.