This frustration was of course the most appropriate torment of all! After all I’d been brainwashed and conditioned to crave pain, and even s****l submission. But nothing had prepared me for such an unprecedented glut of s*x combined with the total elimination of orgasm. This was the ultimate test of my worthiness as a slave, especially considering that I’d only been laid four times (and had ejaculated shamefully early on each occasion) whilst I’d spent the last six or so years m**********g daily.
This endless s*x and eternal denial was the only punishment appropriate for my most fundamental failing as a male. From now on I would have to seek my s****l fulfillment in the diametrically opposite way I’d first been exposed to on the videos. At the thought of Goddess Alia doing that to me, cou
