For myself I concentrated solely on providing it. It became quickly necessary to shut down any focus on my own sensations. As I’ve said, I usually find it impossible to come standing upright. But we’re not talking about a usual situation. I’d been jerking off forever before being ordered into a v****a I normally only ever get to service orally. I was so excited and turned on that f*****g my beloved soon became as much of a torment as it was an ecstatic privilege. If I lost control for an instant, and spurted hopelessly out into her, I could look forward to months in the doghouse, and likely no such opportunity ever again. Thus as I poked and stroked, rocked and rolled, pushed and pulled and f****d my wife as quickly and skillfully as I could, I was forced to constantly distract myself.
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