Your Special Beta Mate

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Alison POV:

My smile falls quickly when I look at Luca. “I didn’t have that much choice Luca” I say. “Not much choice? You had plenty of choices but you decide to leave me!” Luca yelled at my face. I took a step behind realizing how close he suddenly was. “I don’t understand what you’re saying, I will visit you regularly. My mate is a Alpha and you’re a soon to be Alpha” I say trying not to raise my voice out of frustration. “You could always reject him!” Luca yells now backing me against the wall. what? “Reject him Al and stay with me. You could be the Luna of this pack we could be together forever”. Luca says calming down a bit. I feel shocked, I frown at him. Luca and me together? I couldn’t imagine that. “Don’t you understand? Please Alison. I love you” Lucas says now grabbing my elbows and leaning uncomfortably close. I widen my eyes at his statement and place my hands on his chest trying to push him lightly away. “Luca your mate is somewhere out there waiting for you”. “I will just reject her” Luca says as if he's talking about the weather. “No. Listen to yourself you sound ridiculous” I say shaking my head. Luca releases my elbows only to grab me by the waist. “You can’t deny what’s between the two of us. I know you love me too”. He didn’t let me answer before he planted his lips against mine sealing all my complains. I felt disgust wash over me at the same  time as feeling like I was a cheating on Jackson. I pushed Luca off me wiping my lips with the back of my hand. 

In a blink of an eye Luca was laying on the ground receiving blows from Jackson. He looked livid. 

“Jackson stop!” I yell at him. Even if I didn’t agree on what Luca did I didn’t like seeing him being beaten up. It was like I was talking to deaf ears Jackson didn't listen to my pleas. I grabbed Jackson’s fist preventing him from throwing yet another punch. He looked at  me with a storm in his eyes it made me stumble back. His eyes were completely jet black, they returned to his normal brown ones after a second of looking into my eyes and deep breathing. He gives Luca one last death glare before standing up. Not like he would actually see it he was already unconscious. 

I linked one of our pack doctors to come and take care of Luca. 

“Why would you do that!” I yell at Jackson. He looks like I slapped him in the face before his face darkens. “What?! You wanted me to just let him harass you?! Or who knows maybe you wanted him to touch you!” I feel taken back by his outburst furrowing my brows. “No! But you could have dealt it in a more mature way and not throw a fist tantrum!” I take a step forward challenging him. His jaw clenches painfully. “I’m acting  childish?! Is that it?! What do you want me to do clap him on the back and say- That really wasn’t nice of you to kiss my mate but you know it’s fine she probably enjoyed it anyway!” He yelled taking one step closer so he was towering over me. “I did not enjoy it!” I yell back just feeling disgusted by the thought. “Then why do you keep protecting him” His face was so close that he didn’t need to yell to sound loud. “He’s my best friend and I don’t tolerate violence!” I say trying to regain control of my voice. “I guess you’re not suited to be my mate then” He said with so much venom it made me flinch backwards. I looked at him wide eyes. His face didn’t show any kind of remorse. “That’s how you feel?” I say threw clenched teeth fighting tears from escaping. “Yes” He said ending the argument. He stomped away with fists clenched to his sides storming in his room.

I stand there staring at his door with tears flowing down my face before deciding to go outside. 

I storm out of the pack house with curious and emphatic eyes on me, no doubt they heard everything. I shift into my wolf letting a angry snarl leave me. 

It felt so good to run. The wind in my fur I felt like I was flying my paws were moving so fast.

I didn’t pay attention to anything around me, not to the fact that my fur was now clear white, I was running faster than I have ever ran. I was so angry I didn’t even hear someone follow me.

I finally stopped at a pond to drink. I looked at my forehead, it had a silver moon mark on it. Now when I think about it  I always had a weird shape on my forehead but now it was a clear half moon. 

I saw something move behind me. I move around to see thirty wolves creeping closer to me in a circle leaving me no place to go to. I look around trying to find a escape but I can’t see anything. I growl at them wishing I would look threatening but they don't stop from creeping closer. I decide to attack on the place that looks like the weakest spot, but to no avail. I successfully hurt quite the few wolves but i’m quickly pinned to the ground. They hit me with something on the head sending me into darkness.

I wake up with a severe headache. I try to twist to a more comfortable position only to realize my hands and feet are cuffed in silver chains. I feel a slight panic rise inside of me. My whole body ached as I twist myself so I’m sitting against the stone wall avoiding anymore contact with the silver chains. Silver was a powerful weapon against werewolf’s not only does it weaken us but it also burns us. 

I look away from my wrists that look all nasty with fresh burn wounds on them. It’s almost pitch black but there is coming the slightest bit of light from a door somewhere on the  end of the hallway that's beside my cell.

I hit my head slightly against the wall in frustration. I’m so stupid and weak! No wonder he doesn’t want me as his mate. I wouldn’t want myself either. Maybe he wanted the power you get from f*****g with me. That’s probably it. 

I hit my head slightly harder against the wall when the tears start to flow down my cheeks. I’m so f*****g pathetic! This is why my mom started to hate me, and now my mate hates me too. I guess this was a blessing to them. My dad probably doesn’t care either.