Chapter 18
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Three days had past I was already out from the hospital and since then Reagan didn't show up maybe he already gave up on me.
"Astrid do you want to go out?" Bella asked.
"Sure" I directly said.
I don't want to be imprisoned here and nothing to do but to stare at nothing and think blankly.
"Did you see Reagan?" I suddenly asked.
"You always push him away and now you are looking for him" she sarcastically said.
"He's my boyfriend after all" I said.
"But then you act as if he's not" she said.
"Because he always with that bloodsucker" I said.
"Then you should get him and do what girlfriends do" she said while looking away.
I didn't talk and remain silence while on our way. People will do something terrible and something that makes you not to trust with others but in my situation everything was on my mind for not to trust people. I was the one who make myself suffer from thinking to what is my past look like and never allow someone to help me out even there is someone who will help me with that.
"Why are we here?"
People are entering the entrance of the high end bar with their very fashionable and sexiest outfit and some of the girls are with their boyfriends or...
"What are you waiting for?!" Bella said irritatedly.
"Don't you have a boyfriend?" I asked her.
"He knows but my parents doesn't know" she said and started to walked.
I didn't have a choice but to walke after her, its too early for us to drink and go to the bar.
"Bell what are we going to do here?" I asked once again.
"What do you think couz? We should enjoy our night here" bella said.
Even before dawn, people had come to drink and have fun in the middle of the dance floor those lights are so toxic that I don't even know where they are coming from.
The music inside the bar makes us look like a deft I can't even hear my own breath and my footsteps on the ground.
"Astrid I'll be back!" Bella shouted as if I will not hear it when she said that.
I just nodded.
I order a liquor to unwined, I was so happy when they say felix wasn't my real boyfriend who is a killer I try to remember everything about me on my past and Reagan who is my boyfriend.
On my third shot I feel a bit dizzy because probably I'm not used to drinki alcohol but the fourth shot and supposed I had a man come to me and bend his body on the counter of the bar.
"Let's dance" he said.
Even the sound of the music is too loud I still understand what he say because his lips makes me understand it.
"No, thanks" I said.
He grab my hand and the glass of whisky fell down.
"What the f**k did you do?!" I histerically said.
"You broke it and I know you want to be with me like the other women here" he insists.
"f**k you! If you think I'm like them you're wrong bastard!" I said.
I was about to walked out when he took me and bring me on a dark area of the bar.
"What the hell! Let me go!" I scream.
"I know you'll be like how I screw you behind your back" he said.
"Let me--"
I suddenly widen my eyes when he all of a sudden he lay on the floor and my eyes saw that Reagan was the one who did that.
"How dare you touch my girl!" He shouted angrily.
Without a doubt he pulled me out of the bar.
"What are you doing here?" He seriously asked.
"I was with Bella" I said.
"For?"
"Are you saying I want that to happen that is why I'm here?" I asked to.
"Don't turn the conversation around astrid, I'm asking you what are doing here with bella?!" Every word he mentioned he say it hardly.
"What do you want me to answer that I'm here to have fun and f**k?" I satcastically asked.
"f**k astrid! I'm just asking what are you two doing here? If that question offended you well I'm sorry" he said.
"I want to drink because my boyfriend didn't show up since the day I left the hospital" I said.
"... that is why I went here with bella" I added.
"Did tita beatrice know about this?" He asked.
He took his phone on his pocket and dial tita beatrice phone but I didn't let that happen I grab his phone and end the call.
"Try to report where we went or else..." think fast astrid.
"Or else what?"
"Astrid! Reagan!" We both looked who called us.
"I've looking for you there" bella said.
"I'll drive you home" reagan said.
"But.."
"Get in or I'll talk to tita where the two of you go" he said.
"Astrid just get" bella said.
"Astrid seat on the passenger" Reagan command.
While on the road I didn't speak he was looking on the road and looking at me for a seconds.
"Sorry for bringing bella there, I had to meet jason because I just want to see if he is okay he is working there" bella explaind.
"... and I did not know that astrid will going to drink alcohol" bella added.
"Tss" I hissed.
"I was on a business trip so I didn't call and text you. I also know that you would just be mad at and tell me that I'm with another woman" Reagan explain.
I still don't look at him.
"Then why are you always with that bloodsucker?" I asked.
"Bloodsucker? Who the hell is that astrid?"
"Tha Addison" I simply said without looking at him.
"Because I just have to be with her their family is part of that business trip" he said and looked me.
"Eyes on the road Reagan" I irritatedly said.
"That's enough astrid" bella interuppted.
"It is also his fault why I drink if he has another girl well, I will look too" I said and slightly smile.
"What the hell astrid! I know you cannot remember me but I'm trying my best to do eveeything for you to make me remember again!" He scream.
The car stopped on the side of the road and I saw his face burn with anger that he couldn't control.
"Are you saying that you are giving up on me because of my behavior? tell me what I was before then Reagan!?" I could not control my anger anymore.
"Guys stop this, you are making the situation worst" bella said.
"Just tell me if you want me to give you space and I will give it to you" his voice turn into calm one.
"I don't need space I know this is your only way to be with your girl" I said then I saw a taxi coming on our way.
I immediately open the car's door.
"Let's go bell, hurry up" I called bella and we'll ride a taxi to go home.
He did not chase after us but he did not leave the place where we stopped until I could see his car again because we were far away.
"What happened astrid?" Bella suddenly asked.
"He want that, I'm not selfish bell" I said.
"He did explained astrid" bella sounds defending on that man.
"I don't care if you defend him bell but, all I know is that he wants me to lose his life because he's tired of me" I told her I immediately looked out of the taxi because there were tears in my eyes.
I was hurt because we were screaming and I don't want us have fight because I couldn't stop but to feel pain.
"You were not like this before astrid" she said.
"Then tell me who I-I am b-before?" My voice broke.
My heart feel broke and doesn't want to know who I was before but I want to know... I didn't know what to do even though I was confused by my thoughts.
My mind is messed I'm doing everything to learn to trust others especially them but I don't know why I'm backing down.
"You really love him, before anything happened you say how much you loved him and you trust him everything, you didn't even let him court you but then you allow him call you his girl without doubts" bella explained deeply.
Bella showed concerned to me from the very beginning but still I didn't trust her words.
"If I did loved him, why I always angry at him and pushing him away?" I can't help but asked.
"Your bad thoughts wins over all of us" bella said.
If this really about me not trusting them should I start trusting them again the way I trusted them before.
"I'm sorry Bell for not trusting you anymore, I just have bad thought because you doesn't want to know me about my past" I said.
"That's find astrid, learn to loved him again" she said with a smile.
We arrived at the street on our way home but then I suddenly turn around to see who owns the car behind the taxi.
"He message me" she said and show her phone to me.
The taxi stopped in front of our house bella directly went inside and I wait to Reagan to get out from his car.
"Who are you waiting?" He asked while closing the door.
"I'm sorry" I said.
He come closer to me and hugged me tight my tears started to fell down all my burdens and bad thoughts get off my mind. His warm hug remind of me of someone that I really missed.
"I'm sorry too, Babe" he whisper and I feel his sweet kissed on my head.
I didn't let him go we stayed hugging each other for a couple of minutes.
"I'm sorry for shouting you, I just feel jealous everytime I saw you with that Blo-- Addison" I heard him chuckled.
"Why are you laughing?" I asked with annoyance looked.
"You became a bad girl Babe" he said.
"I just don't share what's mine" I said.
"Really? But when I was with Addison when we were at coron you doesn't mind us" Reagan said.
My brows met. "Maybe I just don't want to give attention to you because it might be your way to make me jealous" I said and pout.
"No, because after that you throw anything you see to me or punch me anywhere" he said and this time he laugh hardly.
"I really did that?" I asked with unbelievable looks.
"Yes, you did" he said.
After we talked tita beayrice called us for dinner Reagan didn't refuse my tita invitation.
"How are you Mr. Huxley?" Tita asked.
"Don't be too formal tita just calle me by my name and I'm good" reagan politely answered.
They were talking about Reagan whereabouts bella and I where silence but never stop glancing from each other.
"My mother seems at the right mood" bella whispered.
Bella was just beside me and we can't help but to have our own talks.
"I think so" I said and slightly laugh.
"Astrid, when will be your wedding?" Tita asked.
My thoughts back off I didn't even talked immediately.
"Ah-"
"We'll talk about it when she was fully recovered" Reagan said.
"And- ahm- if I had already some of memories back" I said.
"You can do that with him Astrid besides before the accident happened you were together" tita never ending reasons.
She seems to have thousands of reasons everytime she needs it too.
"Ma, let astrid decide on her own she's not a kid anymore she's not getting any younger anymore like her soom to be husband" bella said.
"Psst! Shut up bella" I said.
Reagan hold my hand. "That's okay Babe" he said.
"How about you bella, don't you have a boyfriend?" Tito Jhon suddenly asked bella.
My cousin stared at me and to all of us before going to tito Jhon eyes.
"Pa, Astrid decided to lived with Reagan" bella said.
I immediately pinch her arm beside me... oh my god! She's crazy.
"That's good Idea astrid" tita happily said.
"When are you moving astrid?" Tito asked.
"Ah-"
"Just go with the flow couz please" bella whisper at me.
"T-Tonight" I said.
"I swear bella I'll kill you" I said.
After the dinner I explained ro Reagan what just happened earlier.
"I'm sorry, bella got pressured that is why she said that to change the topic" I said to Reagan.
"Find let's go home now it's getting late" he said.
I just bring some of my clothes and necessary things I will just stay there for a couple of days.
"I'm sorry couz, I'll promise to treat you a shopping" she said.
"That's okay, always take care here I love you" I said.
"Let's go?" Reagan said.
We get in the car immediately his car and he already drive.
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