As we slowly walked to the dorms to talk all was quiet, as we approached the main doors to enter the dormitory some of the friends I have made so far were walking out to go to the cafeteria for dinner we smiled and said hello to each other as we walked by the awkward silence between Daniel and I still there until we got to my dorms front door.
“Anna, I know the is awkward for us and before we have a chat I just wanted to thank you for at least meeting up with me.”
Daniel said as he looked at me with gentle kind eyes, f**k he’s dangerous i shouldn’t even be talking to him I promised myself I won’t fall for him again although my heart is beating so hard I feel like it might fall out.
“No problem, besides I think we need to set some things straight and I had some free time so it’s not a big deal.”
I replied as calmly as I can, my anxiety making the situation worse as I know now that I still have some feelings for him that I can no longer hide no matter how hard I try.
We slowly enter my dorm as my roommate is leaving, not like we get alone anyways, we order a large cheese pizza for dinner which takes an hour to get to us but during that hour we finally talked…
Daniel finally admitted to cheating on me saying he was sorry and that it meant nothing just like I thought he would; but what I didn’t expect him to say was that he only cheated because he thought I was to good for him and that he felt like he was holding me down. I looked at him in disbelief thinking that this guy is crazy if he thinks that is the right way to go about that, our conversation cut short as I get a call that the pizza was delivered and I had to pick it up at the front desk.
“Wait here I’ll be right back.”
As I was about to leave to get the pizza all I hear is,
“I still love you”
And with that my door shuts behind me giving me time to think of a reply to what I have just heard, what that f**k am I going to do?