Camilla I feel like such a fraud standing here at William's funeral. I don't regret his death, nor the way he died, but he is still Scott's father, and even if he claims he doesn't care about him, I can tell this is hard for him. He misses the father he wishes he had, the man that was supposed to be there for him, instead of trying to use him as a puppet for his purposes. Things have changed a lot for us. We are getting married again in a few months, and this time everything is different. For starters, we are getting married in my parent's hometown, with only a few selected guests. This wedding won't make it to the social pages in the magazines, but it will be ours, and it will be perfect. We are getting married for us, after all. Not for society or for the media, it's just for us. Thi

