(Janessa's POV)
The look on Hadeon's face was priceless. He looked shocked to discover my secret hiding spot for one of my daggers. In the heat of the moment, I had completely forgotten it was even there. After torturing that vampire, my senses weren't all together. I'm not sure what's wrong with me, but the high I get from torturing an enemy is something I crave.
The desire to kill and torture feels almost second nature. That's why I try to use my skills for good and get rid of evil in this world. But here in Handeon's hands, I could be anything. It feels like my light and his darkness intertwine to create something greater, bigger, and more beautiful than I could ever imagine. I understood it was just my desire from the kills I just had, mixed with the mate bond, but I knew I had to give myself to him tonight. If only this once.
"Whoops!" I exclaimed when I realized he had nicked himself on the tip of my dagger. s**t! Now he knows my secret spot! He quirked his eyebrow in question. I began to become nervous. What is he thinking? What's he going to do? An evil smirk appeared on his face and I swallowed the large lump in my throat.
The burning gaze in his eyes was sending shivers down my spine. He leaned forward and whispered into my ear, "were you planning to use that on me, mate?" he growled lowly, his breath tickling my cheek. I quickly shook my head no. His eyes darkened as he roughly bit my neck, then chest, then breasts. I gasped at the unexpected pain and the pleasure that it brought.
He continued to leave a trail of bite marks down my abdomen until he reached my core. His eyes flashed up at me mischievously before I felt a feathered flick of his tongue on my already sensitive pearl. I moaned as I threw my head back on the shower wall and he lifted my right leg over his shoulder.
I ran my hands through his short black hair and I watched the water run down his chiseled, tattooed back. Damn, everything about him was so sexy. I bit my lip as his tongue did amazing things to my body. He lifted his mouth from me, his lips glistening with my juices, and gave me a smirk.
I felt him masterfully slide his fingers into my core before he slowly and torturously pulled the dagger from me. The sensation of it being removed sent a jolt of pleasure through my body as I let out a moan of relief. He quickly threw the knife away, put his mouth back on me, and pushed his fingers deep inside my folds. Damn, he was such a turn-on!
I moaned in pleasure as I began to aggressively grind my juices on his face. He expertly flicked his tongue and twisted his fingers until I quickly reached my peak. Screaming out incomplete sentences as my body shook in ecstasy. Hadeon rose from the floor and slammed his lips onto mine. Slipping his tongue into my mouth, letting me taste myself.
I slid my hand over his boxers and pulled them down. His massive c**k sprang out and I broke the kiss just to take a peak. I licked my lips in hunger. He was huge! I couldn't wait to see how far I could take him down my throat. Before I could get on my knees to return the favor, Hadeon stopped me. "As much as I would love that, my wolf and I are dying to feel you from the inside," he stated as he slammed my back against the cool, wet wall.
He grabbed both of my thighs and lifted me into the air. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he positioned his length against my dripping core. I need him now! I grabbed his shaft and guided it into my opening. Before I could think, Hadeon rammed his c**k into me up to the hilt. "Ahhh," we both moaned out in bliss as he filled me up completely, more than Milo or any toy ever could. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he began to move in and out of me, slowly at first, but he quickly picked up the pace.
I screamed through my release as Hadeon put me down and turned me around so my breasts were pressed against the shower wall. He then lifted my left leg over his and slid back inside me. I arched my back to give him better access as he plowed into me relentlessly.
A sharp pain pierced my sides and I moaned out as the pain turned into pleasure. I saw blood trickle down the drain and looked back at Hadeon. I noticed his fangs were out and so were his claws, which had elongated and dug into my side. He was pounding away at me like a madman with a feral look in his eyes. Oh. My. Goddess. Yes! The animalistic look in his eyes sent me over the edge to yet another orgasm.
"f**k!" Hadeon roared as I felt him release himself inside me. He rested his head on my back as we both panted through our aftershocks. He slowly pulled out of me and I hated to admit it, but I felt empty. Without saying words to each other, we quickly washed ourselves off and got out of the shower.
We walked back into the bedroom and I realized I didn't have a single change of clothes. "I-I don't have anything to wear," I stuttered, nervous all of a sudden. I was a little embarrassed with myself at how little self-control I had. I swore I wouldn't give him any. "Oh, but you loved every minute of it," Hera purred in my mind. "Shut it, you horny wolf!" I scolded her.
I felt Hadeon's presence approach me before I felt his strong arms wrap around my waist and towel. "You won't need any clothes," Hadeon whispered huskily. I turned around to a look of hunger and desire in his eyes. I blushed slightly. No one has ever looked at me like that before, not even Milo.
Hadeon slowly undid my towel and lifted me into the air, laying me gently on the bed. He hovered over me before placing a slow sensual kiss on my lips. I responded immediately and the kiss began to heat up. Once again, there was a hunger there and I knew I needed him. It was like I couldn't get enough! This time, though, I was in control.
I pushed Hadeon on his back and straddled his lap. I kissed and bit my way down his body until I reached his throbbing manhood. The look of his glistening head made me lick my lips before I took him into my mouth. Slow at first, so I could adjust to his length, but then I took him almost to the hilt.
He cried out as he wrapped his fingers in my hair. I bobbed up and down on his shaft before he pulled me up and positioned my entrance over his c**k. "Let me see what you've got," Hadeon said with a smirk. I chuckled evilly. I knew my skills and I was about to ride him like a cowgirl.
I slid all the way down, letting out a satisfied moan as he filled me. I began to rock back and forth until I worked up a rhythm. I threw my hips back as I made my ass clap on his balls. He gripped my waist tightly before letting out a moan of pain. I opened my eyes and realized my claws had pierced his chest. I immediately stopped, embarrassed.
I quickly retracted my nails, "I-I am so sorry," I stuttered. "Don't you dare apologize," Hadeon stated while biting and kissing my wrist. "I said show me what you've got. Are you scared?" he teased as he began to dip his hips up into me. I was shocked, yet relieved that I didn't scare him away, and before I knew it, I was lost in his touch again.
I rode him into the sunset as I saw stars from my release. I looked down at him with hooded eyes and noticed my nails digging into his skin again. He looked at me animalisticly as he flipped me over on all fours and slammed back inside me. I threw my ass back, trying to keep up with his merciless beating as he grabbed my hair, and forcefully pulled my head back while giving my ass a hard smack.
He was in full control of me at this point, and I was completely at his mercy. I knew I was in a bad position, but as I tooted my ass up to give him better access, there was no other position I'd rather be in at the moment. We roughly and savagely explored each other's bodies for what felt like moments, but ended up being hours. We were lost at sea with just the two of us.
As we sat intertwined at the edge of the bed, I lay my head on his shoulder. I was sitting on his lap facing him, with him still deep inside me. We had been going at it for hours, and with the sun peeking through the small window, we had finally become exhausted. "You are beautiful. And you bruise easily," Hadeon chuckled as he left soft kisses all over his love bites. I looked down at all of the hickeys and bruises on my chest and breasts.
"I could stay like this forever," he whispered, his breath tickling my lips. He looked into my eyes expectedly and I melted. I could stay like this forever too, but I couldn't tell him that. Suddenly, a bright idea popped into my mind. I knew I needed this with him every day, but I didn't want feelings to get involved. We looked each other in the eyes knowing we couldn't go on like this forever, we were enemies, but I think we can indulge in this little escapade just a bit longer.
"I have a proposition for you," I stated while tracing the howling wolf tattoo on his chest. I couldn't look him in the eyes for fear of his rejection. He sat quietly with his hands resting on my waist, waiting for me to continue. "I say we use each other," I stated nervously. "Oh yeah? How?" he asked.
"Like we are now. There is a lot of tension I think we could release on one another," I told him. The mind-blowing s*x we just had was something I knew I couldn't give up too easily, but I had to be smart about it. "I like where this is going. Continue," he stated as he straightened up and I felt his d**k jump inside of me. "There have to be rules," I stated with confidence as I waved my finger in his face. "Okayyy," he drawled out slowly and skeptically.
"Okay, for one, no more kissing, it's too intimate," I stated while looking at him, trying to gauge his reaction. A smirk crept onto his handsome face."Two, no sleeping over in each other's rooms. It's also too intimate and I hate to cuddle," I said and his smirk grew larger. "Lastly, no PDA. I hate couples who are all touchy-feely in public. Its-" "Too intimate?" Hadeon cut me off and his smirk had turned into a full-blown smile. "Actually, I was going to say annoying. And what are you smiling so hard for?" I questioned as I scrunched my nose in confusion.
"I can see why your goddess paired us up," he said as he looked at me with a mix of unreadable emotions in his eyes. "And why is that?" I asked. "Because you're perfect," he whispered as I felt his nails dragging down my back starting at my shoulders. His sharp claws broke the skin and the burning sensation running down from my shoulders to my waist was giving me a mix of pain and pleasure. I threw my head back as a moan escaped my lips and a gush of my juices spilled onto his c**k that was still inside me. I was shocked at how well he already knew what my body liked. Do you see why I can't give this up so quickly?
"Look at me!" he growled as I felt the stripes on my back already closing. I lowered my head and looked him in the eyes. "One last kiss and I won't ask for another," Hadeon whispered in almost a pleading way. I smirked and hovered my lips over his. He quickly closed the distance and grabbed the back of my head to pull me as close as possible.
The sensations his tongue gave my body as it slid into my mouth were euphoric. Out of instinct, my hips began to rock back and forth on their own as I felt him harden inside me. He let out a grunt into my mouth as he tightly grabbed my hips and began meeting me thrust for thrust. He grabbed my ass and lifted us off the bed.
He slammed my back into the armoire and began to mercilessly pound into me. I screamed his name in orgasmic pleasure as we reached our peaks at the same time. We stood like that for a few moments catching our breath. "S-So do we have a deal?" I questioned through my panting. Hadeon rested his forehead against mine and inhaled a deep breath. "Deal," he said, then kissed my forehead.
Hadeon drove the boat back to shore in the early morning. It was nearly 6 am when we arrived to Hadon's men standing near the pier with the Limo. We exited the boat and I couldn't help but see the dried blood on the deck and bow of the boat. "Who are you sending to clean up all that blood?" I questioned Hadeon once our feet hit dry land. "Clean up?" he asked in confusion. Oh, goddess, he's dense.
"Yes, we can't let humans see all this mess. It's already bad enough they are going to find those five burnt bodies in the water," I said, becoming agitated. "Who gives a s**t? Now let's go," he stated as he draped his arm around my shoulders. I brushed his arm off as I tried to take deep breaths. He really is an i***t. "Get a bucket of soap and water with some bleach and clean up that boat!" I barked at the two guards driving the Limo. They stood there in shock.
"Oh here you go, trying to save the world," Hadeon stated with an eye roll which elicited a growl from me. "You heard her. Get going!" he commanded to his warriors and they began running towards the boat. I was shocked at Hadeon's willingness to listen, but I took it as a win and said nothing further.
Hadeon and I sat in the back of the Limo for an hour talking and laughing. It felt like, for a moment, I didn't completely hate him. He told me a few funny stories about himself and Lucas. I learned he and his Beta didn't grow up together. I told him a few funny stories about my childhood that made my heart ache and made me miss my family.
After the guards got back into the car, we drove an hour back to Death Shadow. I sat on the seat comfortably with my legs draped across his legs. Hadeon messaged my legs through the jeans he bought for me as I relaxed at his touch. "So, you really killed a rogue at sixteen?" he asked after I told him one of my childhood stories. "Yup!" I exclaimed proudly. "I knew you were a savage," he chuckled as he tucked my red piece of hair behind my ear.
The sparks that erupted when he accidentally touched my face made us both stop and stare into each other's eyes. I swear I could get lost in those deep pools of blue. He caressed my cheek and I leaned into the tingles on his fingers. It made me chuckle that this big tough brute could be so gentle with me.
The partition slid down slightly and the driver announced our arrival at Death Shadow. Suddenly, my stomach growled, making both Hadeon and I laugh. "I have kidnapped you and forgot to feed you. Let's get settled in. Then we can get some breakfast," he stated as the door opened and he helped me out of the car.
Hadeon tried to keep hold of my hand, and I shot him a warning glare. "Don't forget our PDA deal," I growled at him. "What? Holding hands is a public display of affection?" he asked innocently. I rolled my eyes and pulled my hand from his. We continued to walk towards the house when I heard the most annoying voice I'd ever heard. It was high-pitched, resembling nails on a chalkboard.
"Hadessss!" the annoying, drawn-out voice screamed from the doorway of the packhouse. I looked up and saw a blonde bimbo with huge t**s up to her chin, a bad dye job, and a ridiculous amount of off-shade makeup. I saw Hadeon visibly tense and knew this b***h must mean trouble.
"Cami, uh, what are you doing here?" Hadeon asked. Was he nervous? "What do you mean what am I doing here? I told you I would be back in a few weeks," she pouted before coming over and wrapping her arms around his neck, and once again I watched him stiffen. "MINE!" Hera growled inside my mind and it took all of my willpower to not let those words slip from my lips.
As if just noticing me, the blonde bimbo looked me up and down before she scoffed, "and who the hell are you?" "I could ask you the same question," I stated through gritted teeth, trying my hardest to remain calm. "I'm his mate," she stated with her head held high and I could not stop the condescending laugh that escaped my lips.
"His mate? I doubt that," I responded while looking at him, but he couldn't look me in the eyes. Cami seemed taken aback by my response. "I am his chosen mate and Luna! We will be marked and mated next month after my Luna ceremony! So I don't know who you are, but you had better show some respect!" she spat as she finally stepped away from Hadeon and stepped toward me.
I felt like I had been slapped in the face. Chosen mate and Luna? It's not like I had expected any of those things from him, so why does it hurt so bad? "Because we are his mate and Luna!" Hera growled in my mind and I began to get a pounding headache. I couldn't help the look of betrayal in my eyes as I looked at him, but he still wouldn't meet my gaze. Coward!
I pushed past them both and stormed upstairs to my room. I could feel the bimbo and Hadeon following after me. "Wait a minute! Why is she going to the Alpha's floor? Is that her room? Hades who the hell is that?!" was the last thing I heard from that shrieking voice before I slammed my door in their faces. I was angry and humiliated. I had offered myself to him and here he was betrothed to another. I'd be damned if I was someone's side b***h, especially my own mate!
I growled loudly before throwing myself onto my bed. "He's ours and I will kill that b***h!" Hera growled in my mind. "Screw them both! They aren't worth it," I said, aloud, as my eyes became heavy. I was exhausted from s*x all night. My heart clenched at the thoughts of Hadeon and me all night long.
There was something beautiful about the way our bodies connected, no matter how aggressive we became, it was perfect. I held in a sob I knew Hera wanted to release and took a deep breath. Last night meant nothing, it was just a way to release built-up tension in our bodies, nothing more, nothing less. I could feel Hera's sorrow.
"Get a grip, Hera! We mean nothing to him and he means nothing to us. It's just s*x. Mind-numbing, toe-curling, soul-snatching s*x, but it's just s*x. Now go to sleep. I'm tired," I told her before I heard her whimper. I sighed in frustration as I closed my eyes and drifted off into a restless sleep.