Alaia’s POV
Laying here on my bed, looking at my three mates stare at me, I can’t help but wonder if I am as ready for this as I think I am. My heart is racing, and my body is starting to tremble with anticipation. I just can’t tell if it’s fear, excitement, or some of both. All three of my mates simultaneously lift their shirts over their heads and I can’t help but bite my lip. They are so f*****g gorgeous. How did I end up with them? The thought starts to make me second guess this. They deserve someone much better than me. I sit up and look down as the thought crosses my mind. They deserve someone who isn’t so broken. My eyes well up with tears, and I try desperately to keep them from falling.
The bed dips, and soon I am surrounded by warmth once again. A finger lifts my chin, and I a
