Teenager years
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Now being away from my stepdad and his brother I was finally getting some sleep at nights not worrying about anything besides my mom there was times we would have to go pick her up but the next day she would go back. so I started living my life now being in the 12th grade I was ready to be finished with school. I had alot of good times in school many friends but I was ready to see what the world was going to give me and Jen. We spent our school years together and we was ready for adult life we thought but I was doing a lot of bad things always out running the cops using a fake name and kicking open doors if needed. I even did a few other things I can talk about lol but I was wild and Jen told me drugs or her so I knew it was getting close before the cops would be on my ass. I graduated high school 2002 from that day I didn't even think about anything else besides work I went to work with my uncle Mike. I was working at a saw mill I loved the job I was making great money and selling drugs was making it even better so me and Jen split up and I drove away from her.
Never looking back I wanted to be wild I never wanted to settle down or be a father the world was to f****d up and so was I. now I still had Jen on my mind but I also had Billie jo on my mind day in and day out. I worked my ass off to get the things I wanted finally 2004 I walked away from drugs for good. But now I picked up a nother thing I became a alcoholic also drinking and driving not worried about anything I was a great driver. I party a lot started going from bar to bar fighting doing stupid stuff I was living on the edge. I was hoping for someone to kill me because I didn't want to live anymore. I moved from place to place finally I moved from Potosi and moved to the city trying a new life I couldn't help but to think about Jen and Billie jo.
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