Kaden Throne
I have been ignoring Amethyst for a month, frankly I’m unable to deal with my emotions towards her. I don’t want to face them; it has been five years of building this wall and it crumbled within seconds. Even when I first laid eyes on her, that feeling of protectiveness immediately surfaced and yet I’m questioning the underlining emotion because I always knew it wasn’t in a sibling way and it’s definitely more than friends.
There is no way I can give Amethyst what she wants therefore I avoided personal interactions with her, to ensure that those romantic feelings would dwindle, keeping our interactions strictly business. She stopped initiating conversations outside of pack responsibilities and we both avoided each other at home. It is affecting everyone in the house, t
