I wake up dripping in sweat, I could not keep my mind off of him last night. How would I face him later today? My body weakened at the thought of him. I grab my coffee and I’m out there door on my way to Linda’s. I can’t tell anyone about this, except her.
“Good morning Ms. Walke, I didn’t expect you this morning, i’m sorry I’m in a session right now give me 10 minutes and I’m free” She replied through her intercom system. 10 minutes, s**t! I pull my phone from my bag to call Sam “ hey b***h what’s up?” “Push my 10 o’clock back by 30 minutes I’m being held up. Linda’s office door opens, I catch a familiar scent but can’t place it.. “Kelly, how nice to see you” Bennett is standing in front of me exiting Linda’s office. f**k f**k f**k f**k, i grab my s**t and get up “Linda, I’ll call you later. I exit. Within 20 seconds Bennett has caught up to me. I put my ear phones on and act like I’m on a call. “You will be mine princess just you wait and see.” He says right next to me before he passes me to the door. I think he just called my bluff.
My hormones on high levels. I enter the office to find Sam with a puzzled look, I’m never late to work, this is so uncharacteristic of me she looks worried. “Hey, sorry” “ Are you okay?” i nod and head to my office Mrs. Gains is in my office waiting. “I’m so sorry Mrs. Gains should we begin?” I’m taking notes that i will find useful in court later today. “Mrs. Walke, i think i have told you everything now let hit this man where it hurts, right in his pockets.” I smiled at her aggressiveness towards her future ex-husband. “Yes ma’am” I smile and nod. Just as she leaves my email goes off “Mr. Dunlap would like to move his meeting to noon, is that okay?” IS THAT OKAY, no its not okay i reply, i have lunch with John,” making up an excuse. I have to withdraw my interest of representing him. My body was craving his gaze again, his words from this morning just kept lingering in my head.
Noon rolls around Sam pokes her head in “You’re going to be late for lunch with Mr. Wilson” “I’m not going to lunch with John, i just needed to by time to fire Mr. Dunlap from my service.” “What why! He is going to be paying you thousands.”she said in shock, no matter how bad i disagree i never turn away a client, “Money isn’t everything Sam.” “Yeah okay” She scowled at me. I am a money hungry person always have been. My parents were always very poor, since i can remember i set out to never be like them. I put myself through law school, then business school. I will not turn out like them.
Right on the dot of 1:30 Bennett walks in I breathe in his scent. “ Kelly, can we stop playing games now?” How could he think I’m playing games? Because i don’t want to date him, or sleep with him? Little does he know i do, but i wont. “ I’m sorry Bennett, i don’t know what you are talking about.” I remark his eyes changed to a deep green, have i made him angry? Good that makes two of us.
“I want to get this divorce finished this week, i don’t want Debra keeping my last name, she can keep her trust as i signed a paper, but everything else is mine. She f****d up when she decided she was going to f**k Josh. Bastard, don’t know why i thought he was my friend.” You could tell her was hurt by the tone in his voice. Suddenly i was radiating angry, what could Bennett have done to deserve that? “ Okay, i can get that done for you sir.” I replied “Say that again Kelly.” “ I said i can get that done for you sir.” Could he not hear me? I did say something that hit a nerve? I just gazed at him awaiting a reply, he looked dumbfounded. “I like it when you call me that Kelly” he says in such a sexy low tone.My face goes pale, did i just turn him on? God damn it Kelly tell him you can’t do this, tell him you think he should get consul advice from a partner. “ I’ll be seeing the final drafts tomorrow correct?” He says in such a dominant voice. “Yes,si—- i stop my self mid sentence. His eyes watching my lips “Yes what?” He demands “Yes Bennett i will send them over the moment i finish them.” I gathered my things. “ Don’t send them I’ll be in at 11 tomorrow morning, Unless you get them done this evening then text me and i will meet you.” Was this him trying to get me alone? I am taken aback. “Certainly Bennett, I’ll be reaching out.”
The rest of the day was a blur, i can’t focus on anything i leave right at 6 o’clock and head to the gym. I need to work off this s****l desire he brings me too. I’ve never needed a man’s touch before, this feeling is so outraging. Why now? What did i do to the universe to piss it off? I kept pushing myself harder and harder on the treadmill before i knew it i had ran 6 miles. I slow down my pace and end my session i was feeling a bit better. I pick up my phone to see a voicemail from Linda. I can’t go there i need to find a new therapist, she sees him. What if she tells him what I said yesterday. I will sue the s**t out of her. Mike has texted me for a booty call, lets go feed the beast, maybe that will help me tomorrow when i see Bennett.
At mikes all i can fantasize about is what Bennett would do for me, i had to fake an orgasm and get out of there. It did nothing to tame my fire that I was battling inside. I needed his touch. I stop by Al’s draft house to have a few drinks and unwind from my day. Upon walking in I’ve already been hit on 2 different times, i ignore them and make my way to the bar “Bloody Mary, Carlos” i sit down. The guy sitting next to be starts a conversation about the game playing on the TV, i wasn’t paying attention. Until he touched my hand looking at him, he had nice features, i give him a polite smile “Get your hands off her.” I hear from behind me, i knew that voice. Bennett appears into my sight, my insides go up in fire, it’s screaming for him. “I’m sorry sir” the man cowers and leaves. Bennett fills his seat. “You shouldn’t go out alone Kelly, it’s not safe” he scolds who the hell does he think he is? He doesn’t own me. “Excuse you? I have no one to answer to.” I say and turn to leave. “Thanks Carlos” I praise as i leave a $20 on the bar for my Bloody Mary. “I’ve been waiting on your text to tell me you are done, i came for a beer and see some man touching you, i don’t like that” Bennett is stern “Excuse me? What i do in my free time is none of your concern, your papers are finished i will give them to you tomorrow morning at our meeting.” I turn to leave
“Where do you think your going?” Bennett ask as he grabs my hips and pulls me into him. “Home would you like to join sir?” I joked, what the f**k just came out of my mouth. Reaching for the door i can feel him breathing in my ear “Yes, princess” “Bennett I’m sorry i was hoping you would pick up on my sarcasm, I’ll see you tomorrow at 11” As i pull on the door handle and walk out he once again grabs my hips and pulls me back to him. “Kelly, i don’t like being played with, I’m not a toy. For you i could do this forever tho, let me take you home” “It’s okay Bennett I can take my self home, i want nothing from you.” Holy s**t was i lying i wanted him to take me every way he could think of a million times over, his touch sent electric waves into me.
“That is not the case princess and i know it, I’ll see you tomorrow” He said as he slapped my ass and released me from this arms. I did want to follow him home and let him do so many things to me i can’t even think clearly. I climb in my car and dial Sam, i need to talk to someone and i can’t talk to Linda since he ruined that. Me and Sam talk the whole way home. Once inside i slip out of my clothes and sink into the bath tub my phone keeps going off
“I like your games Mrs. Walke.”
He thinks this is a game? HA he thinks I’m the one messing with him, does he not see what he does to me? He is driving me up the wall, as i start to pleasure myself another one comes in
“I will play this game, please respond to me”
He is toying with me and I’m letting him.
“Bennett it is very inappropriate to be texting me this time of night. If you keep it up i will have to resign from representation.” There you go kelly, good job you got this tell him who is in charge.
“ You keep turning me on with your dominance, keep it up Kelly and i will do so many things to you and i wont stop even if you beg.”
My whole inside is building up just from his words, oh Bennett how i want you to do all those things to me, i will never let you know that though. I’m not weak, i can make it through this.