f***k this day. f***k this day right up the ass. Stupid barbaric ceremony. I woke up pissed despite the absolute bliss I felt the night before. A lot hinges on the outcome of today and I hate it. I hate it so damn much. I just want to fight myself. If only they'd let me in that ring with those men. Let them fight me, let them try and take me. I'd beat them all.
Fu.ck them!
Fu.ck having to get up early for this bullshi.t too. It's still dark outside, why the hell do I have to be up right now?
"Here. Eat this, it should help give you some energy. I should have had you go to bed sooner. I am sorry I got carried away last night." Kiran smiled half heartedly, because today weighed heavy on him too. He wants to help, he wants to fight, he wants to keep me safe, but he can't and it kills hi
