Flower Boy

3.4 | OPEN DOORS

                                                                                      ( 3.4 ) j u d i t h

SIMON WAS ABSENT TODAY.

He didn't tell me anything last night, he seemed well and healthy then too. I tried texting him this morning, but he didn't reply me either. 

Nothing seemed right the whole day, my mind was left unsettled not because of Simon's absence, but his lack of meaning of doing so. It's unlikely for Simon to ignore me just like that, and if I recall, we didn't fight nor argue about anything. 

The best I could do then was wait.

.  .  .

"i'm fine don't worry about me"

That text made me worry about him more, and frankly, he sounded like he was hiding something from me. I texted him once more, asking for an explanation. He went offline immediately after my message was seen.

I tried calling, but he just wouldn't pick up. It's way too late to go to his house, he would probably not even open the door for me. I don't know what to think of the situation, maybe all of this is his own personal affairs.

I couldn't sleep the entire night. I'm thinking too much about him. 

Tuesday was the same thing all over again. 

"i'm fine don't worry about me."

His absence is getting to my head.