Second Chance in Destiny

The Dream

I was at an unknown place tied to a chair. The room I was in was like that of a palace in the movies. The walls were very fancy. I have never ever in my lids seen such beautiful artwork. My hands and legs were tied to the chair I was sitting on. I tried to open them but failed. I noticed that I wasn’t as big as I am right now but rather small as I was in my childhood. I tried to move the chair and make it fall but failed. I must have been six years old or maybe five. I tried my best to escape but failed. My hands were hurting from the pain the ropes that were tying me to the chair were causing. Suddenly a voice came. It was a bit weird. It was like a man and a woman were speaking at the same time. I couldn’t hear them properly but I am sure in their creepy cracking voice they were saying, “ You would die today”. I felt like I was stuck in a life death situation but a part of me felt like I wasn’t stuck.Suddenly a woman came running in. I couldn’t see her properly as if she was blurred up in my vision but for a fact I knew she had the same eyes as mine. I had never felt this much connection to someone. She was worried a lot. You could tell from her voice that she was probably scared. She opened me and hugged me as soon as I got down from the chair.  I felt really safe in her arms. “Run away ,far away , don’t let them catch you , you are our last hope” she said, pushing me towards the door. Just then two images appeared or one I don’t know I couldn’t see. I remember the kind woman pushing me towards the door. I fell down and hurted myself. “Leave her alone,” said the woman. I couldn’t hear what the image or images were saying cause I started feeling uneasy as they started talking. I felt as if I was losing my breath. I was gasping for air . There was a sudden pain in my chest which was becoming unbearable for me. I couldn’t even see properly everything started to blur out  till it was completely black. I heard a scream at last that’s all I remember before waking up from this horrifying dream. 

I was in my bed alright. I felt so scared that I clutched my bed really tight. I was sweating and my head was hurting as if it was going to explode at any moment. I didn’t know how to calm myself down. I gulped a glass of water. I walked around the room for a while, trying to figure out what I had just experienced. I couldn’t conclude anything. I opened up my little cupboard which was messy as usual. I searched for my diary which had the record of this nightmare. I had 5 to 6 diaries which I maintain for different causes. I finally found the one I wanted after a lot of searching. ‘ 4 am in the morning. I had the same nightmare again. I am feeling a bit exhausted and restless. I am having a big headache. It was the same as usual in that nightmare although this time I could say for sure that her eyes were the same as mine.” I noted in my diary. It was the 12th time in two weeks now. I couldn’t rest for a while. I opened up my sketch book and tried to draw the scene I just saw in my dreams but I couldn’t remember any of it. I was erasing and drawing for an hour till finally gave up on it. I decided to just take some medicine and sleep. I had school tomorrow and I couldn’t skip it. Besides, I didn’t want to fall sick tomorrow. I had to pull my self together again like I always do. I can't just give up on everything because of a stupid dream I can't. I have to wait for the dream to justify itself. I think means my mins says I just had been  reading so much of fantasy  but my my heart says it is  trying to  tell me something. I don't want to die out of this madness and what in the world would I say if I decide to tell anyone. They will just make fun of me as usual cause I know that this is really crazy. I mean this dream can't be a reality cause there is no such thing called destiny and faith. I don't think any of it is real . It can't be that I have a so called pre determined destiny can it?. I am just a normal teen who still needs to figure out a way to make some friends. I went to bed again with a fear of the unknown.