No, say no. But why should I? I want this too. Once you let him touch you, there's no going back. But if I don't, I'll forever wonder what it'll be like. It's a bad idea. Says who? I want a memory of this place too. Something I can keep close to my heart and revisit when I feel down. Have you seen this man? You'll regret... "Shut it" Bella snapped, shaking her head to get rid of the voices warring in there. At the end of the day, it all boiled down to whether she wanted it or not. And the answer was yes. She did want Nigel to go down on her and make good on all his promises. He struck her as the kind of man who knew his way around a woman's body. And he was her mate. Every time he touched her, she had to remind herself to turn off her feelings so she wouldn't fall for him. Why

