This middle of the year has been a roller coaster ride that shifted me to various places and led me to meeting new and different people. I couldn't focus on writing for almost two months as it detached me from my creative imagination. It awakened emotions in me that were hard to process. I never knew that emotions like these could still be alive as I walked and woke up each day feeling lifeless.
Life came in, taught me many lessons, and evoked emotions that hadn't been present for almost decades. Now they have come alive, yet they are confusing to bear. I promised that I would be active this year, but s**t happens. Hahaha. And I guess I have plenty to share through my stories. As it also changed my perspective when it comes to life.
I hope there are still readers there waiting for me, I was also busy figuring things out and knowing myself. But there are things that I just couldn't let go, because if there is one thing I am certain about. Is the love I have for writing. And this is the priceless happiness that I could only get in this world. The only escape I have when everything are noisy and chaotic.