Instant regret had sunk in once the door shut coming back home. I began to think whether I should call Dylan and tell him it was all a mistake but I thought if I needed a clear mind it was for the best just to leave it and also to tell Jordan as well.
Even though my gut was feeling really bad for pushing Dylan away like that, I thought it was for the best if he just hated me for the time being, so that I could focus on what I really came here for. Selfish or not but I did have a life before meeting both of them.
The next day rolls past slowly and I decided to confront Jordan at his workplace even though I wasn't sure if Alyssa was working or not, but I did remember that she did in fact take Wednesday's off as her "rest" day so maybe I was lucky today
I put on some jeans and a nice card
