Jay
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When Arushi said she lost our baby, I took a moment to catch my breath. I felt like someone was squeezing my heart. I found it hard to think about the pain she had endured for all these passed years.
My heart is so heavy. There are no words to express the pain and sorrow associated with losing our baby. I know my baby he/she is up in heaven. Sadly, I'll never get to see my baby again on earth. It breaks my heart to know that it was all because of me. I will never forgive myself for not protecting our baby. It was my fault. She lost our baby. There is no forgiveness for what I had done. I will never forgive myself for not protecting our baby.
Our baby didn't deserve to die.
I can't even imagine the pain that Arushi went through... losing our baby. My heart hurts so bad. Losi
