Arushi
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Pain
Anger
Hurt
These are the feelings I am feeling right now. I wish I could hold someone tight and cry hard on their shoulder. Why did you do this to me jay? Why? You did a big mistake jay, a very big mistake. I don't what should I do now. Should I forgive him because he don't have any part in my appa's death or should I keep a grudge on him for killing our baby.
Urggg....my head is blasting with all these thoughts. I was living better without him but why he came back to my life. I was living my life gulping all the pain and tears but he again came into my life to give more pain and tears. But still my stupid organ beats for him.
Go away jay, just go away from my mind and my life.
I was sitting in my room from the past three hours after Jay's confession. I took m
