Jay ***** I don't know why I feel something positive was about to happen. I am feeling like I am going to get something which I was craving for so long. When I stepped on this land, I felt like I am back home. Only God knows what was going to happen, but whatever it was I am ready to face it. Next day, I went to the school where the function was held. I was walking in the playground and saw kids playing. They have this constant smile on their face which will make you smile too. I would love to see that smile on my daughter's face too. DAUGHTER.......If Arushi and I were still together, now we would've had our own baby, my baby, my own blood, but I, myself, ruined it. I destroyed everything with my own hands. I destroyed her love towards me, her trust too. I don't know how my Arushi

