One Night, One Baby

Chapter Three

Chapter Three: "I want to travel and to f**k more"

Scared. I'm scared to death. I don't know how to tell daddy about my situation. I know he'll be mad, hell, he'll be f*****g furious. But I can't delay this news any longer. Dada told me to tell the truth to daddy before my baby bump grew more visibly.

I bit my lower lip as I try to calm myself. Kung magpapanic ako ay mas lalong hindi ko masasabi kay daddy ang totoo. Well, I can tell him but it'll make him feel sorry for me and I don't want that. I deserve to hear his angry shouts and disappointment rather hearing sympathy and guilty in his voice.

"Your dada told me you have something important to tell me."

Nag-angat ako nang tingin at tumango. Daddy's giving off the serious vibes. Alam ko naman na napapansin niya ang pagiging sobrang maalaga sa akin ni dada pero hindi siya nag-usisa. I don't why but maybe it's because dada asked him not to intervene and to just wait for me until I find the courage to tell him myself.

"Daddy, I'm sorry."

He raised his brow at me and urged me to finish what I'm saying. Lumunok ako at nagbaba nang tingin. I can't bear to look at his eyes and see his disappointment as I tell him the truth.

"I'm pregnant."

Tears flowed down like raindrops continuously. Hindi ko na napigil ang mga luha ko na parang may sariling utak. Maybe it's my defence mechanism when I know I'm in trouble. As what other people say, they cannot resist my doe-eyes filled with tears. Napapakinabangan ko ang mabilis na pagtulo ng luha ko para hindi ako mapagalitan.

"I know."

Nagulat ako sa sinabi ni Daddy. Napatingin ako sa kanya at nakita ko ang maliit na ngiti na nakasulyap sa kanyang labi. I was confused as hell. Why isn't he mad? Why? Why is he smiling at me?

"I already have my hunches and I was correct. And I also heard your conversation with your dada the night that you told him about your pregnancy. I pretended to not know anything and waited for you to tell me."

I bursted into more tears and daddy stood up from his seat went to my side. He hugged me with all of his warmth. I am so blessed by God. He gave me wonderful parents. I am so thankful for their unconditional love. Kahit na nakagawa ako nang kamalian ay nandyan pa din sila para patawarin ako at mahalin. I can't thank God enough for the loving and forgiving parents that I have.

"I'm so sorry, daddy. Alam kong disappointed ka sa akin pero nandito ka sa tabi. You and dada loves me even though I make mistakes. I'm sorry, really."

Daddy lifted my chin and I stared at his eyes. Love is visible in his eyes. I smiled up at him and he kissed the tip go my nose.

"It's okay, baby. Everyone makes mistake. Wala namang taong perpekto. But like everyone else we also need to learn from our mistakes. And I always believe that a baby is God's blessing. Your baby is a blessing so don't feel sorry anymore. God gave you the baby to love and cherish. I know you are scared but do not worry, nandito lang kami ni dada. We will guide you and protect you and love you."

Napaiyak na naman ako sa sinabi ni daddy. I nodded my head and hugged him tight.

"I love you, daddy."

"I love you, too, baby."

I knew it. I really knew it. That asshole. At talagang tatakas siya ha. Buti na Lang talaga at naisipan ko siyang puntahan dito sa penthouse niya.

"Look, I'm not ready to be a father. I'm too young. Madami pa akong gustong gawin sa buhay ko. I want to travel and to f**k more willing babes out there. I can't give you what you want. I'm sorry. I'll give you financial support but marry you? I can't."

I feel like I'm going to explode any moment from now. At talagang ang kapal ng mukha nitong asshole na to. Hindi ko na napigil ang sarili ko at sinapak ko sa mukha si asshole.

"You asshole! Do you think I'm ready too? Hindi din, oy! Pero wala na e, nandyan na. Buntis na ako kaya wala na akong magagawa kundi tanggapin na lang. I have dreams too. Goals in life that I want to pursue but all of those will be put in to halt because of our baby. Wag kang mag-inarte dyan na para bang agrabyado ka dahil kung meron mang agrabyado dito ay ako yun. Hello, I'm pregnant. A pregnant man at that. Lolobo yung tyan ko na parang nakalunok ako ng bola at dadalhin ko yun for nine months. Sa tingin mo sinong mas kawawa sa ating dalawa?"

Nilamukos niya ang mukha niya gamit ang dalawang kamay niya at tumingin sa akin.

"Pero bata pa ako---"

"Wala akong pake! Bata pa din ako, gago! Kaka-19 ko pa lang at eto buntis na. Alam mo mali pala ako sa sinabi ko e. Kung meron mang kawawa sa sitwasyon natin yun ay si baby. Kasi naman yung asshole niyang daddy ay ayaw siyang panagutan. Kung hindi mo pala kayang panagutan ang mga ganitong pangyayari edi sana hindi ka pasok ng pasok. Hindi ka nang bubutas. Hindi mo pinuputok yang bomba mo! Asshole ka talaga!"

I slapped his face again. Grabe, sobrang pula na nung mukha niya. Sinuntok ko na kanina tapos sinampal ko pa ngayon. I didn't know that I have some violent streaks in my body. Maybe it's because of the pregnant hormones.

"s**t, nakakadami ka na ah!"

I glared down at him. At talagang sasagot pa siya. Now I'm tempted to slap him again. But I refrain myself from doing that. I can't be violent. Baka mamaya maging ganun si baby kapag lumabas na siya.

"Whatever. Basta kailan mo akong pakasalan. And don't you dare escape again. Hindi ka makakatakas dahil hahabulin kita kahit saan ka man magtago."

I laid my body on his king sized bed. I feel so tired again. Wala naman akong masyadong ginawa. I'm not even attending school anymore. I dropped my subjects this semester. Bawal na kasi sa akin ang stress. E, naiistress na nga dito kay asshole kaya ayaw ko na madagdagan pa ng stress dahil sa school.

"Why do I need to wear a suit? Ikakasal na agad tayo? Ang bilis naman ata. Ni hindi pa ako nakakaisa uli say---"

I didn't let him finish his sentence. I threw his pillow and it slammed on his face. Napatumba pa siya sa lakas nung pwersa ng pagkakabato ko. I laughed at him.

"Aray! Sobra ka na----"

"Angal ka? Gusto mo sungalngalin kita? At excuse me, hindi ako papayag na ikasal lang basta-basta. We need to at least prepare the wedding. I need to wear my dream gown!"

I rolled my eyes at him and laid back again. I saw him standing up and walking towards me. Tumayo ito sa gilid ko.

"Gown? Are you f*****g kidding me? You are a man so why would you wear a gown?"

Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin kaya naman natahimik ito. He pouted his lips and sat at the end of the bed. Whatever. Kahit magpacute siya wala akong pake...

"Ugh! s**t, wag kang magpacute dyan! Nahohorny ako!"

A smirk appears from his lips. Inirapan ko naman siya. What the heck is wrong with me?! Natetempt akong magpa-rape dito sa asshole na to. And I'm starting to feel hot...

"Ang init! Hoy, asshole, lakasan mo yung ac. Naiinitan na ako."

He glanced at me and made a face.

"It's on max, babe. Tsaka kung naiinitan ka edi maghubad ka ng damit. Tss."

I did what he said. I stood up and started stripping my clothes off. I saw on my peripheral vision how his eyes grew wide as I remove every piece of clothe on my body. He even gulp a few times. Niluwagan na din niya yung neck tie na soot niya. Napangisi ako sa nakita ko.

"Finally, I feel cool. I'm going to sleep for an hour. Dadating ang parents ko pati na rin ang parents mo. Pag-uusapan ang kasal natin."

And what I said made his eyes grew wider. I laughed hard upon seeing his shocked reaction. His face turned pale and his mouth quiver.

"What?"

Dada and daddy asked me about Kwon Kai. They were asking if the father of my baby knew about my pregnancy as I told the truth. That the asshole who impregnated me refused to take responsibility for what we have made. They were both furious and did immediate calls to Kai's parents.

I completely have no idea that daddy's long-time friend is Mr Kwon Jiyong - who happens to be Kai's father. Kinausap agad yun ni daddy at sinabi ang kalagayan ko. Mr Kwon immediately set a date for the two family to meet.

"What the f**k?! So dad and mom knows about your pregnancy?"

Tumango ako at ngumisi. From what I have heard, Kai is the only son of Kwon Jiyong, a business tycoon, and Park Dara, a former supermodel. Dun ko lang din nalaman na pinsan pala ni Uncle Chanyeol si Mrs Kwon. Technically speaking, second cousin ni Kai so Baekchan. Hindi nga lang alam ni Baekchan dahil sa minsan lang sumama sa reunion ang Kwon couple dahil palaging nasa abroad for their business.

"f**k!"

I shrugged my shoulders and closed my eyes.

"Yeah, f**k. You did that to me. Kaya nga ako nabuntis di ba?"

Kai gaped at me. Nagulat ata sa sinabi ko. A grin formed on his lips.

"That I did. Anyway, I can't do anything about it now. Lalo na at alam na nila dad at mom. Wala na akong kawala. I guess I will be marrying you for real."

I gasped as he suddenly removed his clothing. Napatakip pa ako ng mata at narinig ko ang pagtawa niya.

"Now, now, don't be prude, babe. Nakabuo na tayo at lahat tapos nahihiya ka pa? You already saw my body, you even had a taste of it. I have no other choice but to marry you and be a father. It's not part of my plans but whatever. The only consolation I get from this marriage is that I get to have your body for the rest of our lives."

Hindi ko napigil ang pagtili nang bigla siyang dumagan sa akin. Well, not really dagan kasi nakasuporta yung mga braso niya para hindi niya maipit yung baby bump ko. His hard thing was pressed against my right leg.

"I believe that relationship is about give and take. I'll give something to you and I'll take something in return. I'll give you my name, I'll marry you and take responsibility of you and the baby. But then I'll have to take something in return... And that is you."

He claimed my lips and I can only closed my eyes as I returned his kisses back.